mi journey full of UPS&DOWNS.

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2007-10-30T18:52:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok, Shika lamer tk update blog and was missing in action
cause computer was down XD
but, my uncle's family came to my house yesterday
and he knew what was the problem with my computer :D
thanks ok Pak Long, you rock!
he said i only needed to change my mouse
to a mouse without USB.
thus, i went to sunplaza and paid 11 bucks for it.
and Pak Long did this and that, and
the computer was back in action :D
of course there are tons of things i would like to update about.
but i think im having a time constraint right now,
so, i'll keep it short.

im still having school for one week,
cause the teachers want to get us prepared for sec 4 -.-"
i woke up at 6.30 and i was late in getting myself ready.
sorry honey shahida! haha.
i missed her, so meeting her today, was a bliss! :D
the English lesson was ok. at least it was not boring for me.
Shika luper name cikgu itu. haha.
the geography teacher never come today
and thus, me and Shahida make full use of our time talking
about almost everything :D
Honey, i know i will always have your back for support
and same goes for you girl ;D
i love you ok ! haha.
hope your genius "plan" will work out okay.
if you know what i mean! hehehe ;D

i want to meet boyfriend asap ok
cause i missssssssssssssss him :/
the last time we hangout was about 1 week ago ?
and yes, our anniversary month is approaching :D

2007-09-18T17:25:00.000+08:00

ok, this is LIM ZI HUI :D

he is my classmate and i find him goodlooking oke. haha xD

and this was taken last friday with my handphone.

he immediately woke up when he heard the shutter sound of my camera :D

*he sleeping so soundly*

finally updated !

2007-09-18T17:14:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. finally, im updating ! :D
i jst came back from school
cause of helping Mr Siva with the interviewing.
i know i make faces to the camera, talk alot and laugh alot :D
nvm. i just love to be on camera ok and be myself.
hahaha. ok, im watching HelloGoodbye videos :D
see boyfriend, im having a crush on them still :p
hey dear, you takecare ok. rest well !
i misssssssssssssssssssss him !
its like my first time not meeting him for almost two weeks :/
nvm, this saturday ok boyfriend. insyallah :D
alright. exams coming and i really havent even start revising my works.
there alot of notes to look at and study and memorise.
and moreover, its the month of fasting ! :/
i know, i have to put in more effort and pull myself together.
i realised that when im fasting,
i tend to go sleepy easily and i will not complete my revisions and homeworks :/
Fina, i cant make it for a study session tomorrow
cause i have MT oral exam. bahhhhhhhhhhhh :/
we jumpa on friday/saturday oke :D
1 and a half hour to buka puasa.
ive no idea what mommy's cooking today.
but i know, i love her spaghetti and tomyam yesterday ! :D
i already went to the geylang bazaar and surprisingly,
theres alot of people eventhough puasa has just started.
semangat menyambut hari raya oi ! ishk.
i collected my yellow kebaye and puas hati oi ! :D
and my brothers and daddy bought hot red baju kurungs ! weeee.
ok, akasyah's birthday is coming. sabiruna also. farah also.
and honey shahida also! im excited for their birthdays
and im excited for mine too! hahahha.
eventhough its four months away, im so looking forward.
i want to treat my hometown heroes to bowling or starbucks ! hahaha.
but the number 16 sound so old oready :/
ok, im already of out words.
oh yah, boyfriend, u look fcuking hot and cute with your new hair ! xD

lost.hurt

2007-09-15T05:40:00.000+08:00

hello !
i felt like blogging when i came upon your blog.
firstly, yeah, have not been updating my blog
cause mommy took away the computer wire.
because of my brother, who does not know
when and how long who should use the computer.
today is my HMT exam, so yah.
im hoping that the topic for the writing paper would be easy
and im hoping that the bahasa paper is manageable.
i had sahur this morning and mommy cooked fishball soup.
im uberly dissappointed in both of my parents.
DADDY was the SOURCE that my mood was ruined by him
and then my mommy! :/
daddy exaggerated to mommy that i used the computer till 3am.
WTF ! i used it until 1am alright.
i know i need my goodnight's sleep for today.
and hell yeah, I DID DADDY!
so, i dont know what was your problem until u have to bring up the matter
to mommy. and i REALLY DONT LIKE
when people accussed me of someting which i had not done.
I WAS CHATTING WITH MY REALLY GOOD FRIENDS,
BLOG HOPPING AND FRIENDSTERING.
i was being patient with you when mommy said that,
"there's something strange about you eh nowadays?"
STRANGE=POSSESSED=GILA!
you cant imagine how hurtful it had and i had tears in my eyes.
and sorry to say, mommy you are DUMB!
you can still have the cheek to ask, "why are you crying?"
I HAVE FEELINGS IF YOU DONT KNOW THAT.
IM JUST LIKE YOU OK!
seriously, i dont feel like talking to my parents.
if they want me to be infront of my books 24hours every day,
FINE I WILL DO IT.
if they want me to be like a GEEK and looking sad always,
FINE I WILL DO IT.
seriously, im really dissappointed in them.
moreover, today is my hmt exam,
shouldnt they wish me GOODLUCKS?

but yesterday, Fina made me day.
i did expect that the "STUDY PLAN" wont happen.
it happened for only 45minutes.
we did window shopping at causeway point,
seriously, the checkered tops at ESPRIT turns me on! :D
it was really nice and it cost 50 bucks oi!
and there was this checkered jansport beg, which cost 49!
can i buy it? SAVE SHIKA ! :D
oh yah, we went into the winter clothing shop,
and the sweaters are really cute especially the SESAME STREET ones :D
kalau aku boleh curi, aku curi je seh !
so at 5, we decided to head to civic and enjoy the air con there
and "STUDY".
oh yah, i smsed irah and she was at the third level of the library.
we talked to each other and then she was msging me
when i was "STUDYING" with fina.
our studying was listening HGB's songs and memorising the lyrics
and looking at Forrest picture which i had already printed.
seriously, is effing cute ! :D
ok. at 5.45, we left the library.
we headed to bazaar to plan of buying food.
but end up, we borong SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS punyer brang :D
we were really ahhhhhh, oooohhhh, cuteeeeeeee!
oh yah, so i bought the spongebob wallets for myself and Boyfriend.
he say he would wear it, so make sure you do dear ! :D
and i bought powerpuffgirl sikat which comes with a mirror.
and i bought spongebob waterbottles for myself and Honey Shahida.
oh yeah, i forgot to say thanks ONCE AGAIN to fina,
for buying me the green top! she bought the red top as well.
and 2 was only for 11bucks ! :D
ok, so after buying the spongebob stuffs, we went home.
yes, we had fun :D

sometimes, i do miss you. i cant deny that girl.
cause, you had a special place in my heart and you still do :D
i really dont blame anyone for what happen to us.
instead, i will put the blame on myself.
seriously, im sorry if i have done anything to hurt you.
i didnt mean to. but i have to put our close and meaningful friendship to a stop.
cause, we came to a point where we were having problems here and there,
and we were upset towards each other.
and the feeling really hit me hard and yes, it sucks!
we were not happy together anymore and there was more tension between us.
it came to a point, where something needs to be done.
and i realised that being away from each other is the only solution.
by saying this, im not saying that i totally shove you away from my life.
you are still here in my heart girl.
and dont think that i have forget all the moments we had together.
but i always see it as, good things sometimes wont last forever.
and i guess, our close and meaningful friendship was not meant to be forever.
i think that, for now, we are just friends.
someone to laugh with and share problems with and just be happy.
but eventhough if we want our friendship to be back to normal self,
i doubt it would happen.
we have to move on with our lifes and accept our past.
our past had brought us to where we are today,
be it bad or good.
i know you are a strong babe and once again, im sorry that
sometimes, things dont go out as plan/good like we want to.
i will never forget you .

ps: aku rindu seorang cowok iaitu pacarku yang bernama Ammar :/

SHIMA, SHAHIDA, DANIAL !

2007-09-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

hello!
time check : 01.10
i would be busy on wednesday.
so, i postponed the lunch date with shima to today.
and fortunately, she was online in the afternoon.
and yes, im happy that our lunch date was not cancelled
or whatsoever. and yes, im sorry that i was super late!
seriously, my first time being like superduper late :/
cause the timing that we set was 3.45, and i arrived at 4.15.
sorry Shima ! :D
but seriously, we did have fun kan kan kan ?
ok. we ate at longjohnsilver,we ate our combo ones,
we talked about almost everything until our food tak jalan jalan ! ;D
i took a picture of hers and she took a picture of mine!
shima, remember the flash? maha terang seh ! haha :D
and we left the place at 5.30 cause the both of us have our curfews.
but before we went home, we camwhored in the handicapped toilet :D
(my most favourite time with her. idk why)
dalam banyak banyak tempat, tempat handicapped toilet seh.
but i think Shima boleh irritated seh cause i was not satisfied
with the photos . hahaha.
but Shima, seriously, you look hot in spectacles.
and our degree like almost the same ok ! :P

ok. after that, i met Honey Shahida and Danial.
Seriously Danial, i find that kau really sweet,
pasal kau took the time dari pasir ris sampai ke sembawang siak.
aku proud ngn kau cause,
i think you make my best girlfriend smile wide today ! :D

Shima, dont forget the pictures eh :D

aku happy siak !

2007-09-09T08:59:00.000+08:00

hello !

ok. yesterday aku happy banget oke ! :D

i had a great time with my mommy yesterday !

ok, i must say, you should be one of the world's best mum :D

she kept her promise and we did went shopping

and yes Shahida, aku MAHA borong ! hehehehe.

i received my bursary money at daddy's workplace in the morning.

i earned myself 300 bucks.

irah, you have same thinking as mommy ok!

"study hard, you earn yourself some bucks, and spend on what you want !"

surprisingly, i was a little motivated by mommy yesterday

to study hard for my end of year :D HAHA.

Shika SELALU semangat dua minit aje oke kalau korg nk tou ;D

but SERIOUSLY, i want to do well for my exams

that i told mommy i want tuition lessons for my pure physics and chemistry! :D

hahaha. ok gerek [:

ok, we basically shopped at OG bugis until 4.30

and i begged mommy to go to far east to look for shoes and MY ROBOTZSZXZSXZZ !

yes, i did get them ! :D

I WAS REALLY LIKE MAKING LITTLE JUMPS WHEN MOMMY WAS PAYING THE NECKLACE OI.

does that show that i REALLY AND UBERLY adore them :D

i find them really cute and adorable. if you dont like it, fuck off !

hahaha. those gold robot earrings, i really like those cute eyes. HAHAHA.

okeh. i dont want to exaggerate anymore. or i already have?

haha. final say, I LOVE ROBOTS ! & yes, i will takecare of that necklace

cause its expensive and i will just keep on admiring that earrings. :D

Boyfriend says he's jealous of them. haha :P

alright. mommy bought my everlast sneakers as promised.

yesterday, i was just attracted to the colour brown. and not RED. wth :/

hahaha. yups, brown brown and more brown,

i bought brown checkered boxers, and brown skinny jeans :D

i bought this cute top, with small heart shapes !

i dont know why mommy really thought i shouldnt have bought it

cause it was not worth it and its doesnt look cute.

but sometimes, i just dont listen to what she says & just grab what i want ! :D

and i finally found nice shawls without the bulu ! hahaha.

but ystd, there was bulu ones and their design was really nice.

everything checkered ! hahhaa.

but i bought this black with 4 yellow stripes shawl :D hahaha.

Shika puas hati oke ! and yah, my things for hari rayer are all settled.

mommy bought for me this black silver shoes and she also bought for me bedsheet!

i love you mom! like seriously, i do ! :D

we ended the day yesterday by having dinner at Macdonalds.

i saw Sister Fizz. hahaha.

goodlucks for your prelims & olvels ! :D

Honey Shahida, thanks for being there when i needed you &

you are the best gf i ever had on earth.

SO, i bought for you something and AKU RASER KAU WILL LIKE IT :D

tsk tsk tsk. so yah, ACK ! :D

To Fina, i called you yesterday oke and idk who angkat.

and all along i thought it was you and after 59 seconds,

i realised it was not you. paiseh oke Shika. bahhhhh.

so, you bought the Robot top?! :D

sorry oke, Shika never teman you buy. ok, aku miss kau !

and eh, aku happy oke! i got my ROBOTSZSXZSZX! CUTE BODOHHHHH!

haha. ok, aku diaam :D

To fifi, idk why, yesterday,

i remember our moment at bishan junction.

we did went into every shops ! :D

it was like a few months ago, and now im bringing it up again. haha.

okeh, i miss you :D

To dzul, nice talking yesterday on the phone.

and yah, you are still the old same guy that i know.

but maybe, im not Shika that u knew before.

and yah, maybe i admit i have changed after we broke up,

but i changed for the better and im happy with whatever i have right now :D

& im glad i have your support as a friend oke.

kau rock boxers baru aku :D

& lastly,

to Boyfriend, im sorry

but i have to let it out EVERYTHING yesterday.

and yeah. im glad that i did ok :D

and yah, im keeping my promise that

i will tell you / confront you if i dont like anything or whatsoever

about you and anything relating to our rship.

and yah, i surveyed things for us.

im hoping that i can find time and buy them soon :D

i love you dear ! alamak, serious lah you ! <3

ps: i spent 136 bucks but i gave the rest of my money to mommy

for her to spend. hahaha.

im good to her if she's good to me :D

and yeah, she was really really good to me yesterday! i love you mom !

060907 oi !

2007-09-07T12:26:00.001+08:00

hello !
ok. smlm, 060907 :D
hahaha. hell yeah, 3rd month anniversary !
but as usual, it turned out to be a group outing :/
eh, but fun oke ! :D
hahaha. Boyfriend msged me at around 11.45
and he was already on the way to City Hall.
i havent even bath that time. haha.
so, i got ready fast and went out at around 12.45.
1 jam aku siap. macam lamer gitu eh? hahaha :D
ok. met them at Marina square.
i was like walking at the second storey, trying to find them.
and suddenly, Boyfriend came out of this shop
and i was like terkejut sekejap je :D
he kissed me and i was starting to hope to spend the whole day
all fun and hyper :D
Sha, rambut kau maha cool oke !
so, it started us playing with the 8-ball ! hahaha.
kiter dpt bende tuh free oi from kiddy palace ;D
ok. we kept asking stupid, non logical, funny questions.
so, the ball will show its "predictions"!
haha. and from marina square, we wanted to head to Esplanade mall.
and when we wanted to crossed the road,
Boyfriend sempat shake itu 8 ball, and asked,
can we cross now ? hahaha :D
ok. we sat at Esplanade mall and Sha with boyfriend,
slapped each other.
if the 8 ball say yes, Sha will slap Boyfriend hard.
but i dont know why, Boyfriend slap him lembik.
he scary cat siak dengan Sha. alahai :D
hahaha. at 3, i picked Fina and Shahida up from the cityhall mrt.
Shahida, muker ! hahaha. you know i know :D
Fina handed me this paper, drawings of robots! haha.
cute you know the drawings. so sweet of you ok girl ! ;D
then, we started crapping & walking back to esplanade mall.
we sat there and Ashraf's gf came. she cute oke :D
then, they wanted to get out of the place.
so, we headed back to marina and accompanied Fina buy her unicorn :D
we admired the chocolates there and
i suggested to them to eat icekacangs at the foodcourt. haha.
i treated them and Ashraf was like the most excited one ? hahaha.
Shahida and i had our laughs on Raflee cause airliur dier tumpah !
okeh. dah lepas makan, we headed to Funan to meet Nas.
he tk abes abes makan :D hahaha.
and i bought Fina candy floss !
lepas Nas makan, we headed to Fullerton hotel.
on our there, Boyfriend and i sempat main catching oi. hahaha.
i kicked his leg, he kicked mine. he pushed me hard, i pushed him back.
i penat oke Boyfriend. haha.
we then bumped into mas, zizi and isya :D
mas, your skinny legs are really hot oke boy . haha.
and i read his heroes comic book. nice thing :D
i liked the part when i put my leg ontop of danial's, boyfriend on top of mine,
and Sha on top of ours. berat siak kaki dier. Haha.
ok, we had to leave the premises when the manager asked to.
so, we sat outside Maybank and spend most of our time laughing :D
i played scissors paper stone with Fina.
and she win :/
but when i played it with Boyfriend, i win. hahaha.
Biman, ydee and amirah came :D
ok, i puas hati got to meet ydee cause long time never meet him.
Biman, your joke was original :D
then, i saw Bella & Fetfet.
we tegored each other. fetfet, look more hotter than in pictures :D
& Bella, awak sentiase hot looking.
oke, i started to run again, when me fina and zainul had to catch Mas.
he was superduper fast. we bought our cup noodles from 7 eleven.
Fina me and Shahida had been to the fullerton toilet
for idk how many times. hahaha.
we camwhored in there.
almost the whole lot of us, disturbed Shahida and danial's privacy. haha.
it was really funny :D
and at around 9, we started heading home.
Biman threw the Hershey chocholate at Sha.
hahaha. it was damn hard but it was fun to watch them
doing it a couple of times :D
ok, we then bid our farewell at the traffic light.
yes, we did had awesome great fun.
Fina took the mrt with me and Shahida :D
i chatted with Fina when i reached home.
and i slept at 4.45 am. Fina, i made a record eh? haha :D
im looking forward for tomorrow.
shopping spree with mommy and daddy.
im looking forward for wednesday. lunch date with velle at LJS :D
next week puase oi ~ ok, gerek per ;D
ok, i miss Boyfriend and after yesterday, im loving you more ok ~
muack.
& you owe me a date .

hellogoodbye

2007-09-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

hello !

alright. i thought that i would have my hands on my homeworks.

but tidak oke :/

hahaha. i spent the whole day in front of my computer.

but it was spent "wisely".

the whole day, i was only listening to Hellogoodbye &

did research on them. hahaha :D

they are really hotstuffs and their songs are amazingly awesome,

a mixture of pop,powerpop & indie. nice.

i chatted with Fina, and the main topic was Robots ;D

i made a new friend with Shima & we talked on the phone.

and it was nice sweet short talk. you have nice voice oke :D

i chatted with Sha, Mariah & Nadhilah. funny you people.

ok. im just looking forward for my day tomorrow.

i just want to go out and not be at home anymore.

Boyfriend, beep me ok ! :D

shop !

2007-09-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. aku seriously mendak berada di rumah :/
AKIR AKU MENDAK ! haha :D
yesterday i slept at 01.45 am after talking to Boyfriend.
Haha. i want to pinjam the Japanese show can? :D
ok. finally i get to listen to his voice.
and now, i want to see your face, i want get your hug and kiss.
hahaha. tomorrow, kiter pegi dating kan?
tak sabar oi ! haha ;D
zoo or escape , escape or zoo ? HAIYO.
or movie ? SUSTER NGESOT? hahaha ;D
ok, we'll decide later on.
today, i woke up at nine. and i ate maggi for breakfast.
im hungry now and my little brother bought for us nasi lemaks :D
nasi lemak pon nasi lemak lah.
im seriously craving for shopping.
hopping into the online shopping websites,
make me want to buy them.
wait till i get my bursary this saturday :D
i want to get,

black/purple/pink skinny. which one? haha
at least three tops.
sneakers
camera / handphone. HAHA.
something for boyfriend ;D

angan-angan tinggi siak shika ! :D
hahaha. maybe later, i'll touch on my homeworks.

ROBOTS!

2007-09-04T10:37:00.000+08:00

hello !

HAHA. ROBOTS ! :D

cute bangettttttt sih.

yah. i change my friendster bg again :D

im happy with it. hahaha!

ok. its been raining for the past few days.

cold nak mampos oi ! ishk.

my feet will be super cold when sleeping. gah.

i did not for the geography trip to sungai buloh & science centre.

shahida tak pegi, aku pon tk pegi lah :D

plans for today? i try to ask mommy out and buy my shoes xD

its totally boredom staying at home.

if mommy doesnt want to, then i will just rot and complete my homeworks :D

ok. i dreamt a really funny and weird and romantic dream. HAHA.

i dreamt about my good friend, Sharizal ! :D

hahaha. the dream was,

i wanted to take a bus to go to somewhere else.

but i took the wrong bus, which goes to malaysia.

i was like sleeping in the bus, and when i woke up,

i looked outside, and there were no trees, just big spacious areas

and there were banners stating Malaysia! hahaha.

so, i alighted at this bus stop and borrowed a stranger's hp to call up girlfriend Shahida.

hahaha. i was like so panicked and i managed to meet her up.

and she was there with the sec3 students.

they were there for a camp. and i think, i did not went for it

cause i wanted to escape from it.

so, ended up, i had to join in with them for the camp.

and Sharizal was with us.

and it was fun, cause we did boat rafting and stuff.

if only it was REAL :D

so, at night, we had sleep there and in the dream,
i was sleeping on my PARENTS BED :D HAHA.

then, sharizal came over and he disturbed me.

and i was like grumpy and crying that i wanted to go home.

so, he consoled me and hug and stuff.

and Sharizal, seriously in the dream, you were fcuking hot and tall.

hahaha. then the next day, me shahida and fifi ate with the teachers.

and it was raining heavily.

Sharizal was beside me the whole time to keep me warm. HAHA :D

then, i woke up ! :D

ishk. why i dream about sharizal sia?! hahaha.

anyways friend, GOODLUCK for your social studies test.

tak boleh buat, bayang aku punya "CUTE" face! hahaha ;D

to boyfriend, i miss you like loribaskeretamotorbecabasikalkapalterbang OK! <3

CAMWHORE

2007-09-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

hello !

ok, today i woke up directly on 7am :D

i went to school with Honey Shahida for our amaths lesson.

miss lim gave us a worksheet.

and it was uberly hard.

and seriously, the class was pure useless & a waste of a time ! -.-"

we went out of there by 10am.

it was drizzling when we were walking home. cooling :D

ok. my afternoon plan was to went out with Boyfriend & the friends.

but since i was the only girl, the plan was cancelled.

take care of yourself dear :D

i send him a mms, i made a weird looking face. HAHA.

hope he likes it though :D

so, due to boredom at home, i camwhored using my camera, my hp & brother's hp.

i seriously love taking pictures with my brother's hp.

kasi aku sudahlah ituh hp. BAHHHHHH .

hahaha :D

so, the pictures are all above.

please the comments to yourself alright. hahaha :D

ok, after doing that, i went to sleep.

it super duber nice sleeping when the weather is really cold ;D

i slept till 5.30 cause my stomach was already grumbling.

mommy was cooking food. so, i on the computer :D

im friendster ing currently and chatting.

Sha, good luck in cutting your back hair ! :D

Honey Shahida, thanks for collaging my pictures ;D

Boyfriend, i miss you. Beep me ok !

tomorrow, i will maybe be going to sungai buloh and science centre ! :D

expo !

2007-09-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

hello !

ok, today i had fun :D

i slept till 11 and mommy was already pestering to get up

we had a wedding function to attend to

we went together with shahida's family.

fortunately, it was just near our house.

we started eating when we reached there.

the ayam merah sedap ok and abng dee ate my tulang ayam.

hahaha :D

we decided to wait for the pengantin to come

but it was like lambat. so, we decided to go to sunplaza and

Suhaimi yusof ! :D

but the event was postponed till 3pm

so, we decided to go to singapore

as they were having a big john little sale especially,

the bantals & the cadars ! :D

we reached there, we started grabbing them

i grab for myself, boxers, eyeliner, perfume and facial foam :D

hahaha. i saw this fila shoe but mommy promised to buy for me everlast sneakers :

after queuing up in the long line to pay, we decided to go to bedok corner and eat there

i ordered mee soto and green apple ice blend

seriously, after eating all those food we ordered

my perot MAHA BUNCIT OI ! xD

shahida was really disgusted and she kept on teasing me

taik btol ! haha :

ok. we then headed home and i was bored at home

so, i did some karoake ing all by myself :

den, i rot infront of my computer !

im chatting with Boyfriend.

maybe, i will be meeting him up tomorrow with the friends at town :

tomorrow , i have amaths class early in the morning :/

The whispers in the morning

Of lovers sleeping tight

Are rolling like thunder

I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body

And feel each move you make

Your voice is warm and tender

A love that I could not forsake

cause I am your lady

And you are my

you reach for meIll do all that I can

Lost is how

Im feeling lying in your

the world outsides too

Much to

all ends when Im with

though there may be

seems Im far

Never wonder where I am

cause I am always by your side

We're heading for something

Somewhere Ive never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But Im ready to

the power of love

the sound of your heart made it clear

Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on

Is light years away

boyfriend !

2007-09-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. i went out today at two with Honey Shahida :D
dengan beg dipenuhi books, we head to esplanade library !
hahaha. semangat oi ~
we complete our amaths ex 8A
and it was like only 4 questions ! xD
hahaha. due to boredom, we went to rooftop
and start camwhoring ! :D
& we made new friends there !
one was falisha and the another one we call her Twig :D
falisha knew me through friendster but i didnt. hahaha.
they are friendly and they hangout with us throughout the day :D
at 5, i met boyfriend and the friends at peninsular.
shahida was so excited to meet danial. hahaha ! xD
danial bought his super tight nice jeans and we headed to riverside.
we sat down there.
shahida and i were walking to and fro to the toilet ! hahaha.
sitting down by the riverside at night, was cooling ok. haha :D
then, i was complaining that i want to eat.
so, we head down to marina square to LJS :D
after all the eating, we went to Topshop. Danial wanted to find tops.
at last, he bought them at Giordano :D
then, we head to peninsular again, and danial bought his cardigan.
then, we said our goodbyes and headed home :D
ok. i had fun today cause i miss boyfriend like fuck and i get to meet him today.
i want our pictures ok honey ! :D
i want go dating to the zoo next week. i dont care ;D
I LIKE TO SQUEEZE BF'S PANTAT =P

hari guru !

2007-08-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

hello !
once again, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY ! :D
this year class celebration is such a BORE!
to be more specific, we did not hold any party
for our teachers :/
macam pathetic gitulah kan. bahhhhhh !
but, the concert did make me laugh my ass off .
i like the indian dance, and stop rock roll band ! :D
after school, me and shasha went back home with Akir & Arnab.
hahaha. i love this two guys ok.
you guys are my bestguyfriends ! tk tipu lah :D
we laughed all the way.
me and shahida headed home and went back to Sembawang Primary.
i managed to meet only mr saidali.
yang lain semua tk tou pegi maner. bahhhhhh ! taik btol .
oh well, i managed to eat Cik Ani's mee soto.
my all time favourite since i was in Primary 1 :D
then, i helped Cik Ani to wipe the plates at her food stall.
Boyfriend msged ! :D
hahaha. he already have a hp lah ;D
i will kejekn his hp cukop cukop when i meet him.
hopefully i meet you tomorrow Boyfriend :D
ok. i love you.

10 hours !

2007-08-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello !

today was bend & htiches competition :D

hahaha. we reached the kallang trainingcentre at 8.

me, shasha and fifi practically spent the whole of 10 hours there!

bahhhh. we had to wait for a very long time

to sit for our theory and practical test :/

but they were not so tough for me and i just hope for the best :D

we ordered MacDonald and i ate rice with asam pedas for lunch ! xD

mem lee paid for our taxi fare home

and i really had BIG bladder just now ! haha.

tak boleh tahan youuuu !

just now i ate spicy pepper noodles & otak otak :D

hahaha.

tomorrow is teacher's day !

i planned to have a small party for my form teacher.

but it seemed that my classmate say

we are not sure if we have the time to celebrate it. taik btol !

whatever lah kan.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all teachers in canberra secondary school :D

on saturday, i just hope i can go out and study with Honey shahida !

but i think we would be spending time together more than studying.

tsk tsk :D

next week, hopefully we can go escape theme park ok.

and next saturday, im collecting my bursary :D

boleh pegi shopping oi ! xD

ok. i seriously miss Boyfriend !! <3

outing !

2007-08-25T13:21:00.001+08:00

hello !
ok. yesterday's King and I was ok ok :D
it was funny and i managed to laugh.
seeing the little kids perform on stage
make me go AWWWWW :D
hahaha. but i did tertidur during some parts of the musical.
i was tired i guess.
i wanted to wear the simpsons top for the musical.
but the bosini dont have size! taik btol :/
so, i bought this green clown top :D
i ate macdonald for my supper and i slept at 1am.
today's plan will be meeting Boyfriend !
i miss him bodoh ! :D
and im fcuking excited to meet Reena !
ini hari must jumpa punya xD
ok. i better go and get ready.
i will update more later ! :D

results aku!

2007-08-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

hello !
oke. i already gotten ALL my results.
as expected lah kn, my physics aku fail ! xD
tomorrow mrs lee will be having physics remedial :D
my coughs still havent dissappeared :/
taik betul. its because i dont usually eat my medicine,
and im still drinking soft drinks and eating icecream xD
ok, yesterday's p.e was damn fun oi !
we played baseball ok ! :D
i did a few homeruns and mr tan, kamu best ok :D
next week, we're going to play again for sure :D
ok. tomorrow, im buying the simpsons top !

P S: aku rindu boyfriend.

u upset me !

2007-08-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

hello !
the half of the day yesterday went perfectly well.
i bought jeans with Boyfriend and yes, we did arm wrestled yeterday.
i plucked out Boyfriend's rambut gatals :D
but at the end of the day,
i was really in a fcuked up mood :/
or is it just my mood swings?
i had promised Reena to meet her.
its been two weeks we havent meet up
and i missed her like fcuk.
i thought i had to meet her outside esp mall
but she was at the gig area.
Boyfriend and his friends were all like already tired to walk there
and i was trying my best to make them walk.
if i had the choice to meet Reena alone, i will do that.
but, i just dont want to leave them alone just like that
cause they had walked all the way there.
i was really upset for not able to meet Reena.
the place was so damn packed with people.
they decided to go home and that would mean,
i wont be able to meet Reena at all.
i was really really really upset :/
and i had Shahida to cling on to only.
Thanks Honey, you are always there for me ok.
i was already on the verge of tears, especially
seeing Boyfriend acting like he doesnt care at all
and he being in his own world with his friends.
i can see that you were happy playing around.
you knew i was upset. you knew i need you to be there.
but you were not. im not seeking attention from you.
but the least you could do, was to ask me if i was ok or not.
i was really fcuked up when you just walked straight infront.
you were playing around with sha.
and you said we were supposed to meet at the station.
we did not know even a single thing.
and dear, the station was really packed.
how were we supposed to meet up.
me and shahida were searching high and low for you all.
i broke down in the mrt because,
one, i did not get to meet Reena.
two, Boyfriend, you were not there when i needed you the most.
this is the second time this such of thing has happened to me.
will you ever be there if im in the most critical stage?
i dont mind if you want to be with you friends and
i understand that you were tired walking.
but the least you could do, was to show care and concern for me.
you just made me cried this morning. you are not doing anything to cheer me up.
Reena, im really sorry and i will really make up to you for yesterday! IMY!
and im REALLY REALLY SORRY )':

try putting yourself in my shoes. how would you feel?

alter skirt!

2007-08-17T18:16:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. now im alone at home.
daddy went for work :/
before he left, i asked him for 10bucks. HAHA :D
my brother went for gym :/
just now i did ransacked my wardrobe.
i had no idea what to wear for tommorow.
i saw one orange long sleeved top.
i have not seen it before. i tried it on and it was comfortable.
so yes, im wearing it tomorrow with my shawl! haha.
then, i saw my skirt and i decided to go and alter it
cause its super long!
i went to yishun alone! Honey Shahida was at causeway point.
suddenly, Boyfriend called. hahaha.
so yes, he accompanied me while waiting for my skirt
to finish its alteration :D
then, i bumped into Dinie & nigel :D
so yes, talked to them. and at 5, i picked up my skirt.
PUAS HATI OI! :D
hahaha. so now, i know what i want to wear.
and im seriously looking forward for tomorrow.
and i heard that tomorrow have fireworks! xD

babibu!

2007-08-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

hello !
its been raining
and i did brought my cardigan to school :D
it was uberly cold i must say.
I did not pay attention during physics lesson
cause i was busy completing up my malay homework :D
English was really cold cause we were in the computer lab.
ok, i did not break another computer chair! xD
miss sasi said we had to really brush up on our summary skills.
it is a section which we can score well if we practice much :D
im nervous for my CA2 results. i bet my results would be revealed next week.
i will fail for my physics and maths Boyfriend! NK BET?!?! HAHA.
ok. im meeting him tomorrow! :D
im really excited and i cant wait.
cause i really miss him. i will hug him tight tomorrow.
and yah, dont forget to arm wrestle tomorrow ok Boyfriend?
you dont escape. i love you!

exams dah bes~

2007-08-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. i had chemistry and amaths paper today.
surprisingly, amaths was easier than our maths paper :D
chemistry was like physics :/
im just plain happy that exams are over.
im having coughs here and there. gah.
but still, i ate icecream brownie just now.
sedap oi! haha :D
ok. im bored at home and im always alone!
im chatting with Fadlie. this internet friend of mine.
he's nice i must say. kau gerek oke ! haha.
aku tou Boyfriend aku cute. haha xD

physics hat trick

2007-08-15T16:15:00.000+08:00

I REALLY LIKE THIS BOYFRIEND :D

hello !
oke. im feeling better today ! :D
maybe perhaps Boyfriend called me yesterday night.
TEEHEE :D macam happy gitu.
we talked for almost 2 hours.
so, my plan to study physics TERBANTOT ! xD
today, i had a last minute revision, memorising all the formulas.
of course, the paper was fcuking hard :/
i left some of the question inkless! :D
i ate during recess and after recess was my malay paper.
it was easy :D
during english, we practiced our summary at the computar lab.
ok. while i was sitting down on the computer chair,
i lied my back and the back of the chair like BROKE!
haha. i was really embarrassed and my classmates
were all laughing at me especially Emmanuel! hahaha.
okay. it was really funny and now i realise im really heavy xD
oh, i cant wait for next friday.
the school will be bringing the Sec3s to the esplanade
to watch KING AND I :D HAHA.
after english, was our physics lesson.
so, mrs lee did went through the exams answers.
obviously, i got most of the questions wrong.
but i passed the MCQ section. gah.
i think i will fail again and that makes, a hat trick.
i failed three physics exams in a row. gerek :D
i seriously give up on physics. someone help me?
im alone at home. and im foodless at home :/
maybe i will go out later and buy some food.
tomorrow is amaths and chemistry paper :D
Reena, i know you are at camp. jalan bahtera plak tuh!
hahaha. you takecare aight and AKU RINDU KAU! :D
i cant for saturday and for sure im gona hug you tight!
im buying jeans too and hopefully, i can get the simpsons top :D
Boyfriend, can we have a movie date? UGAGAGA ~
okay. the song on my blog goes out to my Boyfriend :D
ILA.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

exam!

2007-08-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. im eating grapes and drinking fruit punch :D
it raining outside and im alone at home.
i really was in a 50 50 mood in school
cause i was suffering from running nose :/
i serious hate having a running nose. bahhhh.
i had geography paper today.
lucky for me, the running nose never disturb me when doing it.
the geography was easy for me :D
but the maths paper was hard :/
lagi lagi biler si running nose kacau aku! mak oi!
i really wanted to go home but i just continued the day
with a grumpy looking face.
im not sure if i would pass my maths.
im just hoping for the best :D
i maybe going back to school for physics revision class.
im just lazy to go as im still feeling kinda sick.
see how it goes lah eh :D

i miss my boyfriend. wtf :/

2007-08-13T18:57:00.000+08:00

hello !
yes, my family did eat pizza hut yesterday!
puas hati lah :D
we ordered the new pizza, yng the chessy one.
i dont know the name! xD
& it comes with the chicken pepper pizza! :D
it comes with the pepsi drinks and the soup as well.
the soup punya lah sedap. ada ayam kt dalamnya! :D
i eat the soup only made my perot senang & kenyang.
but then, i ordered the meatball spaghetti and the picture showed banyak.
and when the spaghetti arrived it was sikit.
but it looks nice! i taste it and i like it :D
meatballs dier besar besar oi !
the chicken pepper pizza was uberly spicy.
but we all didnt quite like the cheesy pizza.
i dont really like cheese and the cheese was really muak! :d
after all the eating, we went window shopping.
we looked at alot of shoes!
mommy going to buy for me hari raya shoes and this north star shoe.
it is really cute! betol tak tipu lah :P
at eight we went back home cause my brother dah bising nk complete his d&t homework.
i went home and i studied for social studies :D

today exams were english & social studies.
i can do them and a good pass is all i want :D
i cut my hair just now! aunty anna was not there.
so i had no choice but to ask another girl to cut.
i have gotten rid of my tail hair behind and cut my fringe!
my hair now doesnt make alot of difference.
but im happy with it :D
tomorrow i have maths and geography exam!
im doing revision later on :D
ok. im done talking here!

Boyfriend, cempat sembuh ok ! xD

Arab Street Shop

2007-08-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

hello !
ok. i blog about yesterday boleh?! :D
i woke up early to go for my religious class.
before that, i went online.
I chat with Boyfriend for afew minutes :D
then, i went for my religious class.
i have to read about Sirah for my test next week.
confirm Shika will read the book at the eleventh hour :D
after religious class, i went out again.
i decided to pick Mommy up from work
and go shopping at Arab Street.
when i reahed Bugis, i saw aunty nini.
i approached her and asked what she's doing here?
and she said she meeting mommy also and nenek will be coming.
haha. Shika excited lah cause dah lamer tk jumper Tok! xD
Tok finally arrived and talk and talk and talk.
Then mommy arrived with watery eyes!
i asked her why she cry? we all asked her.
i thought she got world war three with daddy! ugagaga!
actually, she cried cause her supervisor like marah her at work
and perintah her to do alot of paperworks! haha.
then i was like laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
gembeng juga mak aku ni oi ! haha.
then when she cried, i also cried alittle lah.
if i see her cry, Shika confirm bontot sama! xD
after, she dah ok, we went to eat at Zam zam.
i eat mee goreng youuuu. and i ordered Mutton chop too.
hahaha. but after eat mee goreng i was full.
luckily, the mamak forget to pesan the mutton chop! hahaha.
& kita nmpk cowok cowok daripada drama Danielle!
hahaha. dorng panas banget! :D
lepas makan, dngn perut kita yang buncit,
we started to look for kains! semangat hari raya youuu! ;D
Tok got beli baju kurung. Then aunty nini bought for her kains.
Mommy bought for Tok kains too. Dorng btol anak mak! :D
then, Mommy bought herself a really nice cool kain.
Aunty Nini bought for me this yellow flower jarang kain with off-white lining.
It's really cheap but its uberly nice :D
i want to try wearing yellow this year although i dislike the colour :D
the salesman say try doing long dress and i agreed.
Then, mommy, aunty nini and tok bought the same kains. very nice!
As promised, mommy bought for me this
white shawl with a little purple stripes and berbulu! haha xD
Then, we went to tanjong katong complex to send our kains for tailor.
and, get to know, my kain tk cukop nk buat dress.
im too tall :/
so, the tailor said the lining made into tube long mermaid dress.
and the kain made into kebaya.
then i was like OK! :D
hopefully its nice cause the altering is expensive.
thanks eh mommy ! ily :D
Aunty nini then bought baju for Norin, the cute little tembom makcik!
i missed her ! the baju is like so damn cute :D
after doing some shopping, we went home!
i slept in the bus cause i was fcuking tired :/
then i reach home and talked on the phone with Honey Shahida :D
then i ate wholemeal bread with hotdogs and lots of chilli!
then, i sleep.
oh yah, yesterday my first time i tergolek and jatuh from the katil
and terhempap on my brother! hahaha :D
it was funny and i laugh and i sleep back xD

due to time constraint yesterday, we did not get to eat a pizza hut.
but mommy says today!
if postpone again, mommy minta kene cubit from me! :D
Reena, i know your secret & im happy for you!
Next week, we must go dating! :D

tomorrow exams fever!
and i havent even study and complete my homeworks.
macam best gitu eh :/

Boyfriend, im worried sick for you.
Ydee said you were sick :/
If you're ok, ring me up will you? :D
And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
i did wished you yesterday when almost midnight.
i love you !

2007-08-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello again.
ok, i just made a discovery that
Reena has her own blog :D
aku kangen banget sama cewekku yang satu ini!
i want to hug her lah seh.
i know you are reading this right now :D
hey, hope you feeling ok okay. muka mesti ada senyum ok?
:D i wanted to open up my books
& do my homework just now.
but, Honey Shahida called me.
So, nampak gaya, plan to study cancelled! xD
& i went online.
i made a new friend today. Haziq namanya.
i irritate him like fcuk and i ask him to shut up alot of times.
lamer lamer budak ni bingit ngn aku lah seh :D
Fina, i have been telling you about my love story.
Make sure u update me more of your stories later on. ok?

i cooked spaghetti today.
& i cant wait for tomorrow.
A day at Pizza hut and Mommy promised to buy me the shawl :D
kalau aku bisa jumpa Reena bsok, aku happy gilaaaaa.

National day 2007 & ammar birthday!

2007-08-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

hello!
oh yes, new blogskin! :D
Shika like it cause i find it cute!
to start off, i want to wish Singapore,
HAPPY 42nd BIRTHDAY ok! :D
i was patriotic yesterday. UGAGA!
i wore white and red. semanjat nk mampos oi.
but it was nice though cause
i wore the exact same outfit with honey, Shahida!
days have been getting better and happier with her lah seh.
serious nggak bedek.
i have been spending time with this bitch for four days straight!
Shika like. ACK! xD
thanks for giving me a helping hand aight for baking Ammar's cake.
we did it for like three hours! :D
i like the part you menyangkong and carry the chocholate with the tongs!
hahaha! cute lah siak :D
we added in chocholate chips, we put layers of chocholate on top,
kacangs on top of it and little M&M's!
the outcome, MCM SEDAPPPPPPPPPP OI!
but i cried alot that night cause my stupid little brother
go and eat the small corner of the cake!
$$^%*^(#%#^$&%(^(#%^#@!
i really shouted at him and cried banyak.
& i called Shahida and i chatted with Ammar.
then, i was ok back :D
so, as planned yesterday, i went out with Shahida when she got home ffrom kenduri.
we get dressed together :D
then, i said i love you to mommy and we left.
(From now onwards, i will be calling Ammar, Boyfriend.
For the simple reason, he is The Boyfriend -.-)
So, i met boyfriend and his friends just outside the Fort Canning area.
& i told them i brought birthday cake for us to eat!
Danial sweet bawakkn the paper bag! :D
So, finally we settled down at STAIRCASE oi! haha.
we tried so hard to light up the candles but the wind mcm selenge!
i said to everyone who never wish boyfriend cannt eat the cake.
and they did wished. & we sang him the Birthday song.
then, i started to sliced up the cake for everyone!
they eat happily and no complaints! puji lagi ada! haha.
so, baking it for three hours with Shahida was all worth it!
siapa tk makan, rugi you! hahaha.
& boyfriend whispered at my ear and said Thank you , i love you :D
& i said you're welcome.
the cake was left with only 1/3 when we left the staircase.
we went to marina square and i bought lime juice :D
Shahida saw Fauzie Laily and she was real happy nk mampos!
we then walked to memo and we mingled around there.
we started walking again and we came to this grass patch
with some trees blocking part of our view when watching the fireworks.
i really liked the white and the gold ones!
fcuking nice! :D
moreover, Boyfriend beside me & i was hugging him & his hands held onto mine
and watching the fireworks together.
the feeling was really ummmphhh!
i really love him like fcuk ok :D
when everything ended, we rested near to fullerton bridge.
i had a great time laughing my ass out down there.
lagi lagi si Ydee kt sebelah aku! mak oi!
haha. he ate boyfriend's cake sampai abes! :D
alot of incidents happened there. Niki, hope you're fine ok. rest well ok (:
we left at 10.30 and i managed to bought MacDonalds
and ate on my way home.
Shahida was with her Slurpee :D
i went online at 12.30 and i went to sleep at 2.30.
i had a great time yesterday and Boyfriend, hope you like the cardigan ok.
it was so paiseh ok when you read my card infront of me.
but im glad, you like it (:
ILA & i love Honey, Shahida!
Thanks for everything girl ! I got a kiss from you !

!

2007-07-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

hello.
im updating upon dinah's request! :D
i havent touch on my homeworks yet!
amaths, maths, malay, social studies!
oh, sungguh banyak! dinah helppppp! xD
today's pe was fun oi!
i played badminton. and Mr. Bala and Mr. Sahil
really good la seh. gahhhhh :/
then, sadrina had an accident!
the frisbee hit her nose and it bleed.
seeing the blood makes me really ngilu. hah.
hmt's surat and dialog test senang banget (:
as usual, i ate fries with andika and farid.
the aunt's brownie really sedap. next time i buy (:
tomorrow is banner making competition!
& yesterday, i watched disturbia cetak rompak.
but it was clear though. and the movie is uberly good (:
Shia's hot and i like the kissing scenes! haha.
Ok, shika gatal ;D
okay, dinah! im done here! IMY.

Ammar

2007-07-26T22:43:00.001+08:00

hello :D
oh, its been raining nowadays.
i need my jacket ! :s
i ate icekacang today.
i have been craving for it since monday (:
yes, went back home with Andika.
he's the lamest human being on earth
i had ever know. gagaga (:
yes, the hmt mock paper was okay.
karangan will be next week (:
tomorrow there will be ncc training.
i miss you too ammar and yes,
im looking forward for saturday.
THE SIMPSONS :D
i want to buy red skinny jeans laaa :/

at first, i thought i would not
play the game of love anymore.
cause i thought i had given up on it
as i kept on losing.
but, when i met you for the first time,
i was attracted to both of your small eyes.
i liked your sincere smile.
i liked your weird nice hair.
i liked the way you walk.
i liked that fake laugh of yours.
i started to roll the dice,
and fell for you like hell.
i fell for your hug,
i fell for the way you held onto my hands,
i fell for all those sweet acts,
i fell for your kisses.
i could not find any reason at all
for me to hate you.
then, there's the word love.
i would miss you like fuck even for a day.
i would not keep still until you ring me up.
to be able to hear your voice,
it would be the most happiest moment of the day.
you came into my life,
and i dont wish for you to go.
i could not imagine what would i become
without you in my life anymore.
now, i dont need a place to hide anymore,
cause i know i've got your back.
i love you Ammar <3

bestfriends?

2007-07-22T16:55:00.000+08:00

hello.

okay. finally, im UPDATING (:

yups, school stuffs etc have been keeping me busy.

today, was salad making competition! (:

my cooking partner, majidah!

shasha came and watch us. (:

Mr ammar called me in the middle of the night,

i was uber uber happy when he say

he want come and watch me buat the salad.

from tampines all the way to cck. gah!

you sweet guy :D

unfortunately, he was late!

but, i did had fun making the salad.

we had only 45minutes to complete.

so after which, i went to pick ammar and danial.

his hair is short now from the back. haha!

you still look hot and cute laa seh (;

then, came the results. we did not won.

but, we tried (: certificates pon jd laa.

after the whole thing ended, we went to meet dinah.

we then walked around lot 1.

ammar and i bought the sweets (:

we then had our lunch at LJS.

we then head home after that.

saya dpt kiss today. wee! :D

yesterday, i went to arab street with mommy.

we had our lunch at banquet first.

we bought two sets of kains each.

as usual, i decide the colour code for hari raya this year.

i decided red! but then, we decided we should go blue also!

haha. i bought myself a red beg too (:

and i saw dinah. pelokkkkkkkk her!

on friday was my physics class test.

i did not complete it cause it was fcuking hard.

i will forever fail physics (:

next week is chemistry spa test. gahhh.

i have yet to complete my homeworks.

hopefully, i finish doing them later (:

to think back, i dont really know

what had actually happened.

i cant even put them in words

and settle the problem once and for all.

honestly, im really dissappointed on

how things turned out to be between us.

how i wish that all of that turned out

the other way round.

i would really respect you as a person,

if you have the courage and face to tell us

that you were not happy with us.

i would be really glad if you tell us,

that we had hurt you in someway or another.

im sure we would take the matter to our hearts,

and apologise to you.

cause, i really treasure our friendship and also,

i love you girlfriend.

but, it seems that you had decided to run away from it.

you made us be the villains who had ruined

your life and break your heart deep.

are we so bad infront of your eyes.

i myself dont know what i had done wrong.

how i wish you would point out to me

and that i would be careful the next time round

and not hurt you again.

if you think that we had neglected you,

you are seriously wrong.

but if you still think that way, then be it.

i cant do anything about it.

you were the one who let urself be neglected.

i actually have the slightest thought

to solve the problem between us,

but you were the one who do not give a damn

about it at all.

you were the one who turned your back on us

and confide to others about our problem.

am i right? if im wrong, then correct me pls.

we always go to school together

no matter if you are late or not.

but now, you seem to be giving excuses

not wanting to go to school with us.

if that's the case, i would not want to be so stupid

anymore and have the cheek to ask you

if you want to go to school with us or not.

at school, i always hope that you would come to us

and confront us about our problem.

but you did not. you seem to be at least comfortable

with how things are going on right now.

i know besides us, you still have other special ones

to talk to and spend time with.

i dont mind at all. it seems that you still can live without us.

if you think that they are way better than us,

if you think that they will be by ur side always,

if you think that they love you and care for you,

if you think that they will pick you up when you fall,

then be it. you can put them as your first priorities

if you really want to.

im already the fourth position in your top listed friends.

by reading your sarcastic remark recently,

it hit me hard.

hotfriends? what shit are you talking about.

if you are really my bestfriend,

please show some respect to my friends

who i am mixing around with and whom

i treasure and love alot.

i can decide for my ownself who i want

to be with and who i dont wish to be with at all.

they have nothing to do with us.

so pls, i would really be glad

if you dont drag them into this.

i dont really get it. how you would ever think like that.

do you realise that you were the one

who had caused this spark between us?

now, you had really made me feel that,

all this while you really dont treasure our friendship.

infact, i dont think you had love us.

if im wrong and you dont want our friendship

going down the drain,

talk to us and settle this problem.

if you wish to continue to be this way,

then dont give a damn about us anymore.

we will have a clean break then.

BESTFRIEND means: someone who really knows the meaning of friendship and no matter what happens, he/she would protect it and hold on tightly to it and would never let it go.

BESTFRIEND has a meaning behind it ,

for goodness sake!

2007-07-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

hello :D
today i never go for ncc parade.
im tired. sorry girlfriend.
oh, yesterday was so damn fun and tiring as well.
i walked around with shasha at ps
while waiting for the boys.
we wanted to look for shawl. but none :/
we met them at kfc.
oh, Mr Ammar hand over the duck.
so cute laa seh. i like the lips.
thanks yawwww. ily (:
i bought him chocholate in return.
we then head to foodcourt and had our lunch.
we then hang around outside ps.
we then slacked at istana park.
and thats when i realised reena was there.
alermak. gagaga (:
she totally looked different sia. she hot laa seh.
we then bought our drinks at seven eleven.
at about 7.30, we headed to esplanade.
we managed to see the fireworks (:
banyak besar hor.
seeing them run towards it, was really funny.
jakuns laa seh :D
wee. i had my choc chip icecream (:
we saw red primary school kids.
i guessed they managed to see the national day's preview.
their hats so cute laa seh (:
i saw fatin. hot kamu yah.
we then wanted to go marina square.
we took a long time to reach there due to roadblocks.
pathetic kan. our legs were already aching.
we rested at citylink.
& satu-satu mula pulang ke rumah (:
i had the most fun ever with them.
and not forgetting, spending time with Mr Ammar.
you rock boy.

im happy for you & dan :D

olevel malay oral

2007-07-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

hello.
its been like centuries since i last updated.
the thing is, there's nothing fun happen at school
to talk about here (:
anyway, i had my olevel exam oral just now.
it was bakat/kebolehan.
i did my best and i just hope for the best.
if i pass, im more than happy ;D
yes, am meeting Mr Ammar tomorrow.
btw, its earth day tomorrow.
he will be wearing the green lacoste top i bought for him.
i can wait to pick up my duck! (:
oh yes, enjoy the son Bersama Bintang.

ponteng

2007-06-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

hello.
yes, today i never go to school (:
simply put, there is ncc day today at school.
im aint gonna show up my ass there
and stand there at the parade square,
listening to a boring speech (:
however, am going to school later for the vietnam meeting.
we have been selling stuffs brought back from vietnam,
at school during during recess.
i must say we made big bucks and a lot of profit i guess (:
school this week has been tiring and sleepy.
i slept during physics lesson the whole time.
its such a bore laa seh. period.
miss mariah never come to school.
where she go? gahhhh.
english was all about oral. i like (:
trigonometric is fun and interesting. i like too (:
today, im watching transformers.
im uberly excited laa.
cause one, i think it is a cool new movie.
and two, im meeting Mr Ammar.
i miss him banget okay. that ass! ;D
i have been listening to indie songs.
and they rock my pantat laa seh.
i find Tilly and the wall nice (:

first day at school

2007-06-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

hello.
school today was per normal.
Mr Tham Hin has been transferred to 3E1.
gagaga. that smart ass (:
geography was all about developement.
amaths was doing straight line graphs.
i have one question to do.
maths was all about circles still.
i have homework on that.
mr lathif gave me a thumb up for my hair (:
mr siva's face look different :/
i slept throughout the physics lesson (:
tomorrow is pe. weeeeeeee.

school tomorrow

2007-06-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

hello.
the last few days before school reopens,
were really fun and tiring too.
first, hanging out with Mr Ammar and his uberly fun friends,
was really fun fun fun.
sukashi and gf F were really friendly with them.
we had laughed our hearts out
and we should do this the next time round (:
next was the rehersal for the ncc day parade.
it was uber tiring bt the food there was really nice.
puas hati laa seh.
next was the dance malay musical at the republic poly.
it was funny and nice to watch.
and i did learned a lil about the history of singapore.
seriously, i did not complete my homeworks.
all are halfway done (:
im so not looking forward for tomorrow.
gah. but i sure do want to meet up my girlfriends and classmates.
amelda looked really cute just now.
her cheeks are oh so tembam. saya suka laa.
amanda liked playing peek-a-boo with me.
amalia was really cute just now [;
im going to grab something to eat while watching Initial D (:
goodnight!

june coming end

2007-06-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

hello.
my left feet is still hurting due to the ncc spec course camp.
the training on monday and tuesday was uberly tiring.
at the same time, i managed to make new friends [:
i learned new things and thanks alot to the sirs and mems.
today, am going to the library and complete my homeworks.
i havent touch even one of them [:
and june holidays is coming to an end.
gah. time do fly fast.
i just dont feel like going back to school yet. wth.
alright, i better get going!

from hundreds of miles yeah, you cry like a baby

you plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying

I know I know I know, I'm still your love

back from the last place that

I wanted to fake you laugh with me, shout, scream

now tell me you're staying

I know I know I know, you're still my love

the same as I love you, you'll always love me too

this love isn't good unless it's me and you

box after box and you're still by my side

the weather is changing and breaking my stride

I know I know I know, it's just this day

house after house, just like car after car

you see club after club and it all seems so far

I know I know I know what else are we here for

the same as I love you, you'll always love me too

this love isn't good unless it's me and you

stick your hands inside of my pockets

keep them warm while I'm still here

tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

last night I was writing about you

I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you

I know I know I know, you're still my love

I wake up to the sound of you working

you're one room right over, stressing and loving me

I know I know I know, be still my love

the same as I love you, you'll always love me too

this love isn't good unless it's me and you

stick your hands inside of my pockets

keep them warm while I'm still here

tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

stick your heart inside of my chest

keep it warm here while we rest

tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all

the same as I love you, you'll always love me too

this love isn't good unless it's me and you

the same as I love you, you'll always love me too

this love isn't good unless it's me and you

ps: i love our song. i love you too [:

robinsons talk

2007-06-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

hello.
i went out to accompany girlfriend S today,
planning to meet her guy-friend [:
i get to meet my girlfriend F too.
sukashi oh really sweet and gorgeous girl.
simple yet a preetyhead [:
we window shopped at robinsons.
we rounded the levels and we decided to go BK.
i seriously had a great talk and laugh with you girls.
aku suka banget [:
i could not went to city hall with them :/
i had to go for tuition.
but tuition was not bad at all today.
we did laughed our hearts out [:
Ammar you called [:
i just on the dot finish bathing. gagaga.

goodnight people!
ps: girlfriend F, thanks really for the ring.
best friends forever. sorang satu. manis!
i miss you.

phobia on guys

2007-06-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

yes, i had a great time yesterday.
i cannot deny this
and i thank you for that.
i enjoy every second being with you.
but at the later part of the day,
i thought i would went home,
all happy and would be the happiest girl for once.
honestly, i did not.
and both of my world's bestest girlfriends
were there for me when i needed a listening ear.
fina called me at the right time
and shasha smsed and called me listening to my cries.
they knew and exactly how to be my only 'confort zone'.
when i read my gf's blog, it really hit me hard.
yesterday, i was uberly down.
simply because of the fact that,
i have the fear overcoming myself,
fear of losing someone whom i have feelings for,
and that the feelings will soon developed.
fear of getting hurt, fear of the flashbacks about my past,
fear of being betrayed.
after what happened yesterday at the end of the day,
you were not there when i needed you.
that is how i felt. and noone can change that fact,
not even you.
and you indeed called me. yes, i thank you for that.
i thank you for what you had at least helped me.
but the only thing i needed was you and only you.
but my girlfriends were there first.
my girlfriends had helped me up when i fell.
and not you.
my heart was really torn apart,
and they helped me stitched the pieces together.
and not you.
where were you?
i was left all alone walking away, and heading back home,
without u holding me back and
even asking if i was going to be alright.
i realised that maybe you are not the one/guy,
for me and i dont deserve to have you at all.
i have doubts holding me back,
and am afraid to speak out my mind to you.
i do like you but do you?
i need security and i want to be loved,
to be respected and accepted just the way i am.
i want to learn how to trust and love someone again.
and i dont know how to.
will you?
will you leave me maybe tomorrow, or the day after?
will i hear honest answers coming out from ur mouth?
i dont know. im on the verge of giving up.
i need reassurance.
i dont know how to ask this from you.
im tired of all these games :/
period.

stories to tell

2007-06-13T17:18:00.000+08:00

hello.
i finally have the urge to write on my blog [:
the skin needs a change right?
starbucks was love on monday [:
thanks deena for wanting me to accompany you that day.
yes, your birthday was yesterday.
i bake for you the choc fudge cake.
banyak sedap hor. kan kan kan? [:
the cooking period, saya suka.
talking and mingling with other girlfriends,
was really fun and we laughed our hearts out.
they saw my new ugly hair [:
im still hating the hair sia :/
i ate tons and tons of food yesterday [:
back at home, mr ammar called me.
i fcuking miss you [:
we played neopets. gagaga.
am maybe meeting you tomorrow [:
today, i woke up and met shasha.
we jogged and shared stories.
shasha, dunt give up yet.
there's still little room for hope aight [:
i cooked nasi goreng just now.
its my first time and i must say,
it doesnt taste bad. gagaga.
im having tuition later on.
must it be a must? :/

i hate my hair!

2007-06-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

i hate my hair now!
its making me hate myself!
i wish i could turn back time!
GAHHHHHHHH.

i want to cut hair

2007-06-08T13:14:00.000+08:00

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy.
Predict future. Irresistible.
Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants.
Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports.
Extremelyfun. Loves to joke. Smart.

i love being in long rship is uberly true [:
gagaga.
im grounded from yesterday till next monday.
pathetic, yeah i know.
but am going out with mommy later.
im gonna cut my hair short. wee [:
alright. i miss you boy :/

sorry shasha

2007-06-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

i want to always be the shoulder you could lean on.

never would i be so mean,

to just put you at a corner of a room all lonely.

i would want to talk to you and laugh with you

all night yesterday and to let you get to know him.

where did i go wrong?

im sorry

& i dunt wish to lose you friend.

heeren downtown ammar

2007-06-07T01:21:00.001+08:00

hello.
i watched shrek the third with girlfriend and her brother [:
its super duper cute. saya suka [:
we ate famous amous [:
we bought our tops [:
today's food at the chalet was uberly nice [:
i had a great time with Mr. Ammar [:

the plan today was actually to go out with you
to meet ur friend and to meet mine
and go to the chalet on thursday.
but the plan was changed to,
me accompanying u and going chalet after that.
i did not realise that the plan i made had hurt u badly.
we were bastards u said.
it really shocked me and made me feel upset and hurt.
i was there being so concern but instead i look like a fool,
asking you if u have any problems to share with us.
indeed the problem was me.
u were angry that u felt u will be the only one
not being able to make it for the chalet.
i thought that u would be glad or at least being appreciative,
for i still have the thought to accompany u first.
instead, you were mad with us.
if the chalet was still going on thursday,
i would have definitely stick to our plan.
i thought u would understand, but u intend to choose your own way.
we did not talk much for the whole day.
indeed, you really did blame us and had make it look like
we had made a terrible and big mistake towards you.
if im really at wrong, im really sorry.
is funny that, the smallest matter can ruin a friendship.
i dont want that to happen.
so, accept my apology. i love you.
if u think u are better off without us,
and u have him to lean on, then dont bother about us.

june holidays

2007-06-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

hello.
i have a date with girlfriend and her brother tomorrow.
i want to watch shrek tiga can? gagaga.
maybe i will be meeting him and give his surprise [:
i wonder how was his work just now.
i wonder dier tengah bikin apa sekarang.
im still in my school clothes. gah.
but shika tak bau busuk eh.
just now doing accounting in school was confusing sia :/
wednesday going for ncc chalet [:

ps: yes, i do.

vietnam

2007-06-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

hello.

yes, vietnam uberly FUN.
serious, shika tak bedek laa [:
first, we get to ride on the saigon cruise
while enjoying our cokes, admiring the sight
and listening to traditional songs [:
second, we get to explore the palace
which was so royal and uberly big [:
third, we get to explore the history museum too.
the mummy was oh so scary but nice [:
fourth, we went to a bookshop.
there were loads of books inside it.
and me and girlfriend bought a small book on love.
i thought of buying a comic book for brother but no.
i bought mommy her bag and nenek her frame [:
fifth, we get to step inside a temple.
the religion, cao daism, was so amazing.
four religions combine into one. i never heard that before.
but, seeing them pray was abit eerie.
but overall, the temple was big and unique [:
sixth, we get to experience what life was like
for the vietnamese and american people during their war.
we get to walk inside the cuchi tunnel.
it was oh so small, dark and stuffy.
it was really an experice that takkanku lupa [:
seventh, the night market was so nice.
we shopped till we drop until the last day,
i was left with no money at all. puas hati laa seh.
we shopped for our business and for our personal things.
i bought shirts for daddy and brothers.
i bought fridge magnets for auntys and uncles.
i bought mirror for uztazah.
i bought wallets for mommy and aunty norlia.
i bought adidas top for myself.
i and girlfriends bought friendship bands.
i bought prada brown bag. i love this.
but semua pirated hor. gagaga [;
i bought for him too. [he still dont know what it is]
eighth, when i get there, i realise the traffic was oh so messy.
i am scared when crossing the roads.
my girlfriends will always hold hands [:
miss sasi did hold my hands. weee.
ninth, Bj Kadir was also at vietnam too.
and the korean guy is hot [:
tenth, the cultura exchange at the university was so friendly and nice.
we danced and they sang for us.
the cuba guy was damn hot. [:
eleventh, we get a ride on the sampan and the ferry.
we tasted banyak fruits.
and i managed to hold a phyton on my shoulder [:
lastly, the food there was banyak punya sedap [:
i did had fun and im missing vietnam :/

camwhored

2007-05-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

hello.

i woke up today.

clean up the kitchen and ate maggi

while watching cicakman with my brother.

just the two of us at home, pathetic.

but, we were laughing away watching the movie.

nice one, saya suka.

i then fold up all the dry clothes

and vacuum the whole house.

perspiring i was. gahh.

then, sat down and watched night at the museum alone

cause my brother went out and play football.

that movie was funny.

the monkey dextor uberly cute [:

then, i camwhored alone in my room

and have fun clicking here and there.

i then ate my lunch and mommy came back home from work

and brought home waffle.

it was hot and chocolatey taste [:

then, i packed my luggage again for tomorrow.

im uberly excited.

i really cant wait to spend fun and quality time

with my jambu girlfriends at vietnam. wee [:

now, im stuck to my computer.

my mr gundu tidak online. i think he at johor. bah.

yesterday we talk long. puas hati laa seh [;

so, i will not be blogging for five days.

i will be homesick and i will miss him :/

camwhore jog

2007-05-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

hello.
i went jogging in the afternoon with shasha.
i brought my camera along and we camwhored [:
enjoy.

the end [:

report book

2007-05-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

hello.

yes, i danced again at gym yesterday.

i was so wet and the girls did camwhored.

we had a whale of a time

and i dont know if our laughters could be heard from outside [:

we performed in front of miss sasi.

she was impressed [:

im looking forward to perform the dance

in front of the vietnam kids [:

im excited and nervous for tuesday.

i do hope it would be an experience i wont forget.

i just want to shop till i drop there [:

i have only done a little bit of packing.

more going in into my luggage [:

for sure, i would bring my bantal busuk along. wee.

i watched sctv music awards.

ungu was totally hot. saya suka banget [:

today, i had chemistry class.

there were two little irritating insects in our class :/

we finally finished the mole concept chapter.

is hard and it takes time to master the topic [:

i have tons of homeworks to complete.

chemistry, physics, amaths, english. gah.

after class, i craved for icecream.

there was none at mac. and i bought fries [:

i got back my report book yesterday.

that F9 for physics really spoilt the look of my report book :/

aunty norlia is in town [:

my family would be going to sentosa next week.

i would be in vietnam.

i just miss her laa sehh.

tomorrow i will be going jemputan. aiyerrr.

i dont know if i want to go or not.

im looking forward to ncc chalet & 6a class gathering [:

i chat with MR. GUNDU just now *tsk tsk*

you call me later, i wont pick up [;

olvel sci

2007-05-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

hello.
dancing at the gym was tough and sweaty.
it was fun at the same time with my girlfriends.
but when comes to the olevel physics prac exam,
i can die on the spot itself. it was difficult.
i feel like crying sia. i did not have the time to complete it.
some of my classmates and i,
just gave up on physcis already.
i will never pass this subject. i hate it.
i will get my report book tomorrow.
i do know i improved but aint satisfied.
mommy say study hard just now. and i will [:
i went for hmt and we stayed in the comp lab.
i surfed the net while do research on oral.
after class ended, met mommy at causeway.
we then ate nasi ayams and icekacang [:
i had a shopping spree with mommy.
i bought skinny jeans and tops from giardano and stuffs from john little.
mommy bought her shoes from c&k.
she asked like a zillion times if the shoes were nice.
we then met brothers after they watch spiderman.
i am a pathetic girl cause i havent even watch the movie. gah.
we then went home and i ate cheese fries [:
i packed some of my stuffs for vietnam [:

it is now 12.20am. i want to have my beauty sleep.
goodnight [:

movie marathon

2007-05-20T15:44:00.001+08:00

hello.
instead of going far east yesterday with gf,
i went to tampines, my aunty's house,
for a kenduri doa selamat.
the whole family would be going to umrah.
selamat pergi dan selamat pulang [:
oh yes, the food my aunty cook,
was all finger licking good.
i ate tons of grapes [:
we then went to pasar malam to look at furnitures.
mommy daddy then bought vcds.
oh yes, we bought jangan pandang belakang.
we watched it at aunty nini's house.
i hugged the little makcik's bantal busuk
when watching the whole movie [;
although the story line was not much,
it was indeed a horror one.
after the movie ended, we went home by taxi.
daddy and brothers did not want to miss
the manu and chelsea match.
but in the end, they fell asleep after second half.
today, i woked up and ate maggi [:
we then had a movie marathon at home.
watched just follow law, over the hedge
and watched saw 3 on the computer.

wish me lucks for tomorrow [:

bake cake/ sdc

2007-05-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

hello.

rewind back to wednesday.

i and my jambu girlfriends went to bake cakes. [:

deena cooked the spicy pasta. saya suka.

we played with our hairs too. [:

we baked two cakes.

first was walnut choc and second was butter cake.

we decided to bake the butter cake for bea. [:

we decorated it with melted choc with small chocs.

kita makan the walnut choc. rasanya sedap. [:

then, burung already memekak at my house.

and we went home at 7.30. [:

today, the sec tiga went to singapore duscovery centre.

i liked the robot, little george [:

bea was on tv and she looked like a real reporter [;

i liked the tour around the army schools and camp.

lastly, liked watching the movie, robot and the mars.

it was all 3D. but memeningkan my tinny winny head [:

we ate tons of popcorns. pizza was sedap.

back in school, we had briefing for our trip to vietnam.

i am so looking forward to it [:

im nervous for monday [;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEA .

my jogging partner

2007-05-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

hello.
i went jogging with shasha yesterday.
and we did camwhored in the smelly little toilet (:

you rock my pantat laa seh.

shasha with the broom. kwakwakwa.
ily.
grass everywhere. wee

im meeting deena later,

help her bake a cake for our lovely classmate (:

so long.

mother's day

2007-05-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

hello.
yes, today is mother's day.
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO IBUKU.
I LOVE YOU. MWAH :D
my whole family had our lunch at delifrance (:
my brothers and father had steaks.
mommy had fish and wedges.
and i had my spaghetti (:
it was so yummy laa seh and there goes my perot getting buncit!
kwakwakwa.
we then had desserts which was so desserty (:
after having our satisfying lunch, brother bought his slippers.
gah. mommydaddy and i then went to ikea.
we had to pay 5cents for each plastic bag -.-
fortunately, we bought only a few things (:
mommy are having plans to buy the white shelf
for myself and brothers. goody (:
we then headed all the way to yishun to look for bookshelves.
we managed to find one (:
i then dragged along my parents to go and eat.
i ate meesoto. macam mana lah aku tak gemok.
gagaga [;
and we then headed home.
tommorrow is the last day of exams. wee.
goodnight.

girls day out

2007-05-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

hello.

girls day out today. just the three of us [:

we went out as early as 11.

we camwhored in the bus [:

our first stop to beach road.

we did not managed to find what we wanted there.

gah. we then walked to bugis.

i bought shoes for mommy there [:

my girls bought themselves tops from bugis street.

we then headed to raffles.

my girls bought their drinks and went to raffles city.

they bought bags for their mommy.

they are indeed pretty. want to bring mommy there tomorrow [:

we then headed to marina square.

i was superduper hungry. and yes, as usual,

i ordered my bakso ria soup [:

something really funny happened there

wen buying shasha's icekacang. gagaga.

you know i know girl [:

we camwhored again there. and rain oh rain came falling down.

we then head to royal sporting house.

deena bought her brother something.

the puma stuffs there are really cute.

i will ask from daddy [:

we then headed to lavender and meet a friend.

friend of ours, dont lie to us again eh [;

we then headed back home.

i bought icecream while walking home [:

my day today turns out real good.

thanks to my jambu girlfriends.

puas hati laaaa!

tommorrow, i want cook spaghetti [:

ps: hope you like the shoes mommy. AKU CINTA KAMU!

red shoes

2007-05-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello.
exams are almost over.
im left with physics & maths paper2.
i have absorbed some notes on physics
into my tinny winny head.
overall, maths and geography was easy.
chemistry paper2 was hard though.
paper1 was chicken (:
amaths was superduper hard. trust me.
malay and english paper are nice.

i went studying with shasha at civic.
yes, we camwhored and played around
more than studying (:
oh, i love you gf, i will always (:
we have two things in common now.
you know i know (;

im so looking forward to girls day out on saturday (;

2007-05-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

dont give me shit.

you making me hate you.

aunty norma and taline rock my pantat.

2007-05-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

hello.

i thought today there was no plans at all of going out.

then mommy say to us, to be ready by 2.

aunty norma wanted to give us a treat for dinner.

we met nenek, aunty norma at bugis.

i didnt know, taline was there too.

oh, she was so gawjus.

i envy her hair cause it was long and straight. gah.

you are hot cousin!

while the rest of them looked at bags, we walked around together.

she saw a pair of shoes she like.

its silvery and nice.

so, after getting approval from aunty norma, she bought them.

she bought them for tanya too. sweet.

then, we bought belts (:

and mommy and nenek spent alot.

we got ourselves 3 small pearls for free.

and we thought of making them into a necklace or ring.

but the salesgirl say, it is still the same price

if you bought the ring with the pearl and making the pearl into a ring.

it was so ridiculous. and i asked her,

what's the point if you give us pearls for free and the price is still the same.

but, mommy still bought the ring and is nice.

it is worth buying (:

brother bought his sneakers. daddy, so unfair. gah :/

here comes the fun part.

we took the DHL hot air balloon (:

okay, i know im jakun. but just now was my first time hor.

we all took the balloon together except for nenek and lil brother.

summore it was night. it felt unstable at first for me.

but at the maximum height, we walked circles and took pictures.

it was sejuk and nice. and the scenery was oh so beautiful.

i thought there were stars in the sky, but none. gah.

so, after ten minutes flight, we went to lau pa sat.

we ate our dinner there.

is been long since i ate there and ate the satays.

the ikan bakar was two thumbs up and the squids too.

seeing mommy eating the oysters, was geli-geliman.

i hate cockles. i would never eat kerangs. takut + geli (:

after all that eating, i suddenly beginning to realise im fat sia.

all the fats on my arms! my cheeks! my tummy! my kaki!

yuck yuck. im starting to sound like my gf shasha oredy.

grrrrr. im imagining the fats or what? :/

mommy say i eat alot. gah.

nehmind, i will not be eating cause saving up my bucks.

no worries (: hehe.

tommorrow's my english and malay paper.

i guessed im prepared. so, wish me lucks.

goodnight.

im afraid

2007-05-05T09:10:00.000+08:00

hello.
yesterday a day at school was fun fun after recess.
there were issues on leon about the way he talk
when comes to saying the word 'fuck',
about how maliki points his finger with his body language,
aylwin pulled his pants to his waist length,
me snorting like a pig in class,
shahida with her dirty funny jokes,
izzul keeping quiet without giving an answer and laughing away.
well, i love my classmates truckloads. mwah.

after school, went to causeway with gf.

we searched for presents and we headed down to civic.

i highlighted notes on geography and did amaths worksheet.

i had done writing notes on social studies, chemistry and physics.

today, im going to make use the whole day revising

as much as i can. no last minute works like for the last exam (:

eating at banquet yesterday was so full.

and we then, went our separate ways.

i did went for my religious class and i was already a sleepyhead.

i went back home and had my mango juice.

Fattah entertained me during the night. Thanks friend (:

im going to have my bath. so long.

im afraid that past will repeat itself.

exam

2007-05-01T10:38:00.000+08:00

hello.
i had my english and malay paper1 yesterday.
it was torturous writing an english compo and proposal
in 1hr and 45 minutes.
i finished right on time. btw, i wrote about victory (:
for malay, i was doing it with ease (:
i finished revising for physics. wee.
next up, will be social studies and chemistry.
today is labour day.
and spiderman movie is out.
after exams i watch you alright spidey (:
for today, i just need to ground myself at home for studying.

p.s: daddy owe me five bucks (;

marina square

2007-04-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

hello.

yes, aunty norma came to my house.

wee, she gave tommy girl perfume (:

puas hati laaa! (;

she already went to vivocity

and so, i suggested we go marina square (:

they too picture there with the wheel.

then daddy and nenek bought the toy small cats.

they will move by itself when they detect noises like our voices.

is so cool and cute and childish (:

then, aunty norma bought herself and i the same long tops. wee.

thanks alot. you rock. mwah.

just now, i knew what to buy for mommy later on (;

i saw this polka dot top and this puma top. gah.

walked into topman and i thought of akir. haha.

this bestbuddy of mine, his birthday is coming laa seh.

then, we rested and at gloria beans.

yes, i escaped from the grind cos the gj's original iced choc

was simply nice nice and the english waffles were yummy.

i bought 3 earrings :D

we then ate at foodcourt, the ayam penyet ria stall.

tasted the meetball soup and put in sambal blacan.

they tasted spicy but to me, it was still not. hoho.

then, after much walking the whole day, we went home.

while waiting at the taxi stand to send nenek and aunty norma home,

saw this two guys swinging away on the white swing.

they were so childish and cute sia and hot. hoho.

tomorrow is my exam and lately, i have been singing around.

im gonna revise my physics and sleep.

in conclusion, i had fun today :D

ntuc

2007-04-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

hello.

oh, this morning went to school.

yes, completed my amaths worksheet and homework

on surds, partial fractions and geometry.

thanks to my world best teacher, mr lathif (:

im revising physics later (:

i really dont want any failures this time round (;

just now, make a trip down to ntuc with mommy and daddy.

daddy gave me 10bucks to replaced my lost 10bucks :D

aint he kind and loving. wee

i bought my magazine, my redbean buns,

my oreo biscuits and shampoo. hehe (:

then, i came upon this couple. the girl is taller than the guy.

and mommy goes saying, love is blind.

then we came upon this girl who puts a strap round this little boy's body.

by looking at it, it looks like she's tying a leash round a dog.

it was so like ridiculous.

why does not she just let the boy walk around wherever he likes

instead of making him like a dog :/

i pity for the little boy.

aunty norma is in singapore right now. wee.

am meeting her tomorrow and we'll be going to vivocity.

aunty, lets make a trip to marina square too hokay (;

alright, am writing a story on 'inspire' and im off for revision (:

goodest lucks for your exams friends.

mwah.

norin irdina

2007-04-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

met this cute tembam little makcik recently (:

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SADRINA =D

mid year fever

2007-04-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

oh, im having mid-year exam fever. gah.

i have been studying with gf this past few days (:

i lost my 10bucks today. grrr.

eating spree

2007-04-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

hello.
oh yes, had really great eating spree in the afternoon,
from 2 till 6 :D
i was with my laling gf, deena.
we decided to stuty after school.
we went home and get changed.
we wore our new tops and
deen, your colour really striking laa seh.
gueh suka banget. should have bought the same with you.
nehmind, there is next time (:
we reached there, food comes first into our pathetic stomachs.
we went to kfc to tried out the nachos meal.
a picture doesnt tell the true story.
we thought the meal was big like in the picture.
but it had small four pieces. gah.
there were more tomatoes than the chicken.
the nachos chips were soft and lack of cheese :/
but we modified, applied more cheese and
ate with fries and weep potato (:
when eating, we already suggested to eat
icecream/waffles. hoho.
we are extreme food eaters.
but food was not fully digested,
so, we went to civic and studied.
in my opinion, our studying time is way much lesser
than our eating time (;
we get out of there at 4.30 and head to gelare to buy the icecream.
i tasted cappucino and chocolate cream cookie.
deena tasted honey malt cream and chocolate.
it was simply delicious and it cools our throat.
the waffle superduper awesome and it was worth our 4bucks (:
we sat outside MRT. and yes, we camwhored (;
there were hot guys beside us. huhu -_-"
but serious, they were. tsk tsk.
after eating the icecream, feeling very satisfied and full,
we head our separate ways home (:
we had a whale of a time :D

our pictures tells it all, is the truth, mind you.
our faces look happy with each other's company (:

i wasnt ready to pose deena. gah.look at my terrible teethset. hoho.

oh yes, she's lovin' it.

we are lesbians.

cheers!

slurp...slurp...

she really did love the icecream.

just admire the nature & not my fugly face.

orchids are love.

peace yaw.

end of our story. peace (:

thursday

2007-04-19T16:37:00.001+08:00

hello.

im absent for hmt (:

im tired and i have loads of homework.

my classmate never came to school today.

lonely i was :/

im liking amaths at this very moment.

i think this geometry topic is easy

and i understand it well.

im hating maths at this very moment.

i just hate graphs. period.

social studies is never boring.

english was about writing proposal.

my class, why not we have the same actual outing?

at the beach? i'll bet it will be fun.

during the june holidays perhaps

or after our exams (;

doing physics experiment on light was fun.

homeworks:

amaths, maths graph, social studies essay,

malay comprehension, english summary.

when walking home from school,

there was a fight.

those guys are losers.

they are superduper dumb.

they have got nothing better to do.

it is really a shame.

please, go and get help (:

im hungry :/

i want to find some food.

daddy, i envy you for having the puma watch. grrrr .

indonesian (:

2007-04-17T14:12:00.000+08:00

hello.
i watched indonesian idol yesterday.
the guys all hot bangettt (:
and they sang really well.
today is the results. do watch it.
oh, going hmt later.
is my midyear exam paper. gah.
midyear is coming. and i havent revise anything.
how i wish there was 1week holiday
before the midyear for revisions at home.

i like red ,

bugis shopping

2007-04-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

hello.
oh, just had my night bath (:
came home from bugis just now.
oh yes, went out with mommy and deena (:
we reached there
and mommy bought for me keychain first.
my face was fugly.
then, we headed to banquet and have our lunch.
the nasi ayam tasted tawar today. gah.
the popiah was nice (:
then, mommy headed to arab street
cos me and deena needed privacy (;
we went to bugis street as planned
and bought our tops.
the salesgirl was super friendly laa sehh (:
and oh, i saw his shirt.
ahhhh, i went.
it made me miss you boy :/
we window-shopped.
and yes, mayby next week, im buying the jeans (:
we went to parco and deena bought a top for her brother.
she bought her wallet and i saw puma belt.
im gona buy that for real (:
met up mommy again and she bought her tudongs.
we were thirsty and we ate icekacang; rainbow ice.
the icecream drop and i ate the pocky-ies (;
we started walking again to seiyu.
and yes, my pinggang and legs really hurt
due to my girl problem.
a terrible pain that i really had to bare :/
i asked mommy to buy the brooch.
deena bought earrings and the hairbands.
we then head off home.
i went to macdonald and bought food again.
i saw chairmaine and hotty (:
mommy bought scarfs and finally reach home.
another outing again aight gf?

must drag shasha along. tsk tsk.

suddenly, i miss going out with arnab (:

i look tired :/

my gorgeousjambugilacutehyper girlfriend.

cooling rain

2007-04-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

hello (:
yes, maths lesson today was full of graphs.
chemistry was full of formulas and ions.
english was all about writing.
and did sudoku most of the time in class ((:
oh, today is a rainy day.
walked home in the rain. banyak sejukkk.
and yes,
it was really cooling washing my hair with icecool.
puas hatiiii laa.
and slurped icecream when the rain is pouring down.
banyak puas hatiiii laa (;

im looking forward for tomorrow.
my shopping date with girlfriend to bugis etc (:
mwah.

seriously, i love and miss you.

ncc trainings

2007-04-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

hello.
this whole week, ncc trainings twice.
yesterday had imt(shooting) at nee soon camp.
gah. as expected, i suck at shooting.
and i got zero (:
the springfield girl good laa sehh ((:
while waiting for the bus to head back school,
i did my SODUKUUU. heheh.
yes, even my bestgf deena and charmaine did one puzzle.
i already completed 13puzzles.
im loving it laa sehh (:
we, the cadets also did camwhored.
* pictures will be uploaded (:

when got back to school, we had parade training.
imagine how lazy bumbums we were and tired too.
gahh. my body was really sweating.
karim was even more sweaty, like after-mandi condition.
our timing for marching went all wrong.
with that said, tomorrow there's another training :/
havent yet prepare my uniform.

im invited to safuan's birthday pit.
hopefully i can make it and go with mimi.
happy birthday in advance boy =D

and yes, im happy that
daddy allow me to go to vietnam. mwah (:

im doing soduku with my leg up (:

menyelet when the boys taking picture (;

the cadets. i had a bad hair day :/

sports&art fest

2007-04-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

hello.

yes, had not blog for days.

first up, about sports and art fest.

i did won 2nd for frisbee (:

i did throw good that day.

i thought my skills suck. heh.

then, it was captain's ball time.

it was so tough and tiring.

sadly, we did not won.

and i broke down :/

we tried our best girls,

there's still another year. hehe (:

we then went to orchard to have our dinner

with kakaks; diana & khairiyah and the guys.

we ate at mac and laughs here and there.

yes, i had fun. but my legs were really tak larat. gah.

in the mrt, saw this yellow hot guy. eh shasha? hehe.

my last words; i just missed e1 (:

good friday was just staying at home and rest.

and today, i had my religious class,

accompany mommy to buy stuffs.

and went for tuition to learn log.

amaths is getting tougher. gah.

im down with flu. my head is spinning. ergh.

i miss you.

turtles

2007-04-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

hello.

yesterday was indeed tiring+fun.

played netball again with the girls.

huge group of girls i must say. hehe.

we played outside school and not in school,

cos one of the school rules stated that,

pupils are to wear pe attire during co-corricular

activities or any permises in school at all times.

so, yes. i was not in full pe attire.

and mr F scolded 7 of us.

wow, i must say, his talking is really

overbored and world.

just straight to the point, that we should wear PE

the next time round. as easy as ABC.

if i say you are dumb, then im wrong cos you are a teacher.

if i say you are not dumb, then how come

i cannot understand what shit you talking

and i dont give a damn hearing your words.

but, we girls did have fun outside school.

there were some killer litters there.

the 3n1s girls are really tough esp the catcher. heh.

we headed home at 4.

and mommy and lil brother had planned to watch

mr bean together.

so, me and my brother went out too to cathay

and watched TMNT (:

we came across his friends.

they are hot. haha. and friendly too (:

the movie was really nice.

michaelangelo was really cute and funny =D

then, headed back home and catched hikmah.

today's school was fine.

later, am off for hmt.

p.s: your new photo looks weird. but who cares.

and yes, i think i have the answer

even if you dont say those hurtful words.

two thumbs up for breaking my heart.

you really succeed in hurting me.

weekends

2007-04-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

yes, ncc trainings will be my usual routine for a lil while.
friday, was practising some drills using the rifle.
gah, it was tiring cos the thing is heavy.
but, learning the drills is fun.
thank you to sir (:
we had fun marching too (:
and yes, got my class tshirt
& is uper nice. i like!
thank you guys esp to eylwin (:
saturday was my cip work.
went arnd some blocks to collect unused newspapers
from door to door.
tiring but fun (:
their houses there were nice looking and spacious.
i like. i asked mommy daddy to move there. huhu.
of course their answer was no (:
finished at 1 and i had to head to nenek's house alone.
reached there and began to eat ayam merah and satay.
and drink lots of honeydew (:
daddy gave me a puma cap. wee (:
and yes, yesterday was lil brother's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZRI. MWAH <3
today was at-home day.
completed my homeworks. im left with socials studies and maths.
i managed to figure out how to do surds.
thanks to my tuition and myself (:
tomorrow's school. gah.
APRIL FOOL EVERYONE!

i miss you like hell

play rain

2007-03-30T06:28:00.000+08:00

hello.

yes, yesterday after school hangout was fun (:

firstly school was okay.

during english lesson watched cars (:

amaths i could not even understand surds,

and miss lim has already moved on to log.

but, log was easy (:

during physics, do experiment on refraction/reflection.

i could not get the angles right. huhu.

after school, went to play captain's ball with gfs

under the drizzling rain.

i hurt my nose. hehe.

then, me nd gfs headed home.

but, we decided to stopby a playground (:

so, we played the slides and all under the heavy rain.

haha. our butt was of course pain

when we came into landing.

we took videos all and we camwhored too.

but, this MR. TAMBI came and shoo-ed us.

he said, we will get hit by lightning laa.

bullshit. the rain was drizzling to a stop already.

i guess it was our noise he could not handle.

when we were packing up our things,

he was saying harshly, excume me, if you dun mind please, now.

grrrrrrrr. nehmind.

we did had fun. is been along time

we three have not been behaving so childish (:

then, at 4+, we went back, happily munching doughnut =D

oh wells, im off to school.

tuition

2007-03-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

hello.

i learned about moomba during malay lesson.

is a festival at melbourne. a happy kind of gathering.

pe was tiring but sitting in heritage hub

during social studies, ahhh. it was cool.

mr siva talk about when he was a kid.

you best laa teacher.

yes, what you told us will be a secret (:

physics was about light.

geography sucks as usual.

stayed a lil while in school to do maths with deena.

and i was then heading to anderson for my hmt.

had a mocktest and yes, i did get some help from my mates.

andika made a prank call on me.

huhu. you are a joker (:

at 6.30, went out again for tuition.

had my lunch cum dinner at mac with rini and iqah.

we had a great laugh and our word of the day is,

wahhh.

abng didi taught me indices.

yes, the examples were tough.

but it was good though. helps me alil bit (:

at 10, watched arena. congrats to UWC.

and did my homeworks

while chatting with abng martin. huhu.

goodnites yaw =D

cerpen

2007-03-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

hello.
school was fine today.
loved chemistry.
learning ions is easystuff. saya suker (:
then, as i was reading berita harian,
i then realised my cerpen, Aiman was published in it.
i am happy for myself =D
is only bahagian satu of the cerpen.
so, maybe tomorrow will be the second part.
i dont know but do read it guys. huhu ; )
afterhours, amazingrace & hikmah
are on teevee today (:

sunday

2007-03-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

the clock has just stroke its 12.

well, stayed at home the whole day.

cooked my breakfast,

watched amazing race all stars,

did my maths,

ate maggi,

watched heroes,

did my amaths & chemistry,

went out and eat with family.

yes, i ate nasi daging merah.

and the daging were oh so little.

ate along with chap chye & omelette.

drank bandung and ate satay too.

my stomach was ofcourse buncit&fulled.

then, we walked all the way home.

we were not actually tired walking (:

we are physically fit people.

reached home at 9.30 and watched tv.

mommy had got me a tutor for my amaths. wee.

tuitioning with my friends (:

tommorow mommy watching mr beans holiday

with her friend. gah.

my little brother's birthday is coming up (:

my school has been altered.

am wearing it tomorrow.

so, gonna have my beauty&thebeast sleep.

goodnites yaw =D

boy, i miss you.

2007-03-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

i read our chat history. i enjoyed reading it back again. our lame jokes and the laughters we had. and how you asked me out on our date. boy, it made me reallyreally missed you. but, the feeling hurts me to bits. i dont know what happened to us. is our friendship still going on, or it just stop to a sudden halt. how i wish i could see where you are now, what you are doing, how are you doing, how i wish, i could see your face and that smile of yours. i missed your voice really. everyday i woke up, hoping to see your name on my hp screen. everyday when i want to have my beauty sleep, my mind would just think of you. and it sucks, that i would simply broke down. the fact is, ive been in this kind of situation for like three times. i thought you were different from the rest that i knew. i thought that you were really sincere and really treasured me, at least, as your friend. i was beginning to trust you and put you into a special place at my heart. i was beginning to like you and appericiate you and your heart. but when i was beginning to love you, the nightmare that i had imagined really came true. and hell yeah, my heart was in a fcuk up situation. i really did not want to get hurt
and i did get myself hurt. i could not escape from it anymore. i was trapped and i am still trap. where did you go? im back to square one where i really need to go through all this shit alone. only god knows, if you have forgotten me and went with some other bitch. if it really is, i respect ur decision, but i definitely be really fcuked up, cos all i asked, for atleast a friendship and not dumbed me just like a trash into a bin. what am i supposed to do now? if you came upon this, i just want you to know, you're the sweetest thing thats ever happen to me, i had considered you as my bestfriend, someone whom i could count on and trust, i am missing your everything and lastly, i had begin to love you and im loving you now .
:/

mr beans holiday

2007-03-23T19:01:00.001+08:00

hello.
did watched mr bean's holiday (:
there was a whole lot of them from my batch.
i sat with bestfriends.
i rate the movie 4/5 stars. huhu.
we catch the 3.50 slot.
it was real funny and mr bean is just so cute (;
eight bucks was all worth it.
we then sat at mac and ate the icecreams.
and, we headed home.
is raining and is pouring. gahh.
i just want to catch ninja turtles and stomp the yard.

"get rid of the undesirable things in your life,
toss what(or who) isnt working"

oh, my horoscope is all so true and right.

fadhil?

2007-03-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello.

had a change of seats in class today.

so, am not sitting with akir anymore. gahh.

nomore tickling each other eh bestfriend?

got to know my english marks.

and i scored 18 out of 30. not satisfied :/

for ss, 20/25 (:

but still, failed my humanities due to geo. gah.

had physics test on waves.

have homeworks on amaths and emaths.

for weekends, i just want to revise my work

& do my homeworks. hopefully :)

movie was postponed to tomorrow.

and tomorrow, ninja turtles are out.

they cute laa sehh.

i just dont know what happen.

it all changes so fast.

for a moment, i thought it would last.

but, now, i came to a point,

where i just want to give up my own personal life.

why good things just wont last?

i thought that things would continue to be the same.

but it was really awkward just now.

i sense it and i knew that, it was all coming to an end.

im just really disappointed for i was really happy at first.

i asked nothing much from you,

a friendship was all that i ask for.

i thought you wanted it too.

but i was all wrong.

although it was just for a short period of time,

those sweet memories would just be

in my tinny winny head

for as long as i live.

im missing you, but do you?

flu

2007-03-21T19:10:00.000+08:00

hello.
had flu in school. gahh.
my result for english will be out tomorrow.
have homework on amaths today.
slept during amaths lesson.
i was too sick and tired :/
so, did not go for ncc.
i was lazy too (:
assembly at school sucks today.
sat with bestfriends (:
watching mr bean's holiday tomorrow with them :D
wee.

im hungry.
i can only smell mommy's ayam curry from here (:

contact me if you can boy.

miss tay bitch

2007-03-20T19:12:00.001+08:00

yesterday night, went to doctor to check my eye.

my left eye.

it has a red blood dot down there. gah.

the doctor said its nothing.

it will disappear after 1week or so.

and there's no need for an eyedrop.

so, went there just to pay for the consultation.

13bucks paid by mommy (:

then, went off to buy some stuffs.

and we ate there. i ate meehongkong

eventhough i had eaten my meesoto at home.

haha. my stomach was buncit ofcourse for the night.

so, did not get to watch amazing race.

there's encores at axn.

then went home and have my beauty sleep.

but, i woke up at 6 today and still, i was late to meet gf.

cos, brothers do their pee very long in the toilet.

gagaga.

surprisingly, i and gfs were not late.

there was uniform inspection. lame.

i had pe today.

the height and weight measurements.

im still maintaining 50kg and my height.

mr tan said good (:

then there was social studies. homework on that.

i got my geography marks today.

that bitch really make me fcuk up. seriously.

im sorry on behalf of my class

for putting you in agony to mark our papers. heh.

too bad for you bitch.

to us, her lesson today was a humiliation period.

yes, you are not a good teacher (:

is good that u realise it just now. kwa-kwa-kwa.

we do make mistakes for exams.

we are not perfect and genius people yaw know.

and we can even come up with

funny, unlogical and nonsensical answers.

what do you expect?

so, she kept on showing the whole class

some of the mistakes we had done

instead of going through the paper. dumbass.

as i expected, my mistake was shown on the ohp.

i and gf were laughing our asses out.

she said, those who got 7 or below should be disgraced.

i got 3 for myself.

im just disgraced for having a teacher like you (:

if there is a change of teacher,

i would love geography back, you bitch.
she did not even go through with us the correct answers.

instead, she asked us to go back home

and do it our ownself by giving us the answer sheet.

i wont dare to admit to people that you are my geography teacher.

i failed for physics, a good fail. unexpected. gah.

i knew where i went wrong. the formulas part.

i passed my emaths (:

went for hmt today.

and ate cup noodles and drank mocha

with my hmt mates (:

"some support you thought would always be there,

is gone. And you're fine with it."

thats my horoscope today.

it is true. but im not fine with it :/

i miss you. where you go?

gah.

exams results

2007-03-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

unfortunately, it rained today.

but, still managed to get into school on time.

geography was the first period.

rivers is really a boring chapter.

today,was just maps and maps.

move on to next chapter please?

and yes, i really did fail my amaths.

it was a good fail (:

learned an easy chapter today,

so homework on that.

i want my ex-tutor back.

and hopefully, i dont fail again for amaths.

but still, hate the subject (:

miss sasi did not came.

and for malay result,

i got 28/50 at first.

but then, there was a change.

so, i got myself 35/50 for it.

i was looking forward for my chemistry paper.

31/50 and im glad.

but, there's still room for improvement.

im effing bored at home.
i ate fries and ive just finish
slurping a sweet corn ice-cream. yums.

there's amazing race today.
since rob & amber have been eliminated,
im still rooting for eric&danielle (:

overreacting

2007-03-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

hello =D

yes, changed my skin.

holidays are coming to an end. gah.
tomorrow, school's starts as per normal.
& maybe also, im getting my geo marks tomorrow.
im prepared for it
cos i really screwed up for that paper :)

yesterday & today were resting days for me.
but starting next week,
i will want to catch the latest movies in town;
stomp the yard & mr bean's holiday
accompany me anyone,
girlfriends? spiderman? hehe.
looks like im desperate really to catch a movie.
huhu.

today, i ate honeystars, french fries, peanuts & maggi.
pathetic i know.
mommy cook please!
i want lemak chilli padi =D

anyways, i guessed im overreacting just now.
thanks gf for being there for me.
gah. i really dont want to go through it again
once more, please.
i just have to be optimistic,
and i will be (:

i miss you,
& hopefully, we meet up next week,
okay?

spec course ended

2007-03-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

hello =D
yes, ncc spec course ended today.
but the land module will be coming up during June. gah.
yes, we were all late today :)
i managed to do the tests but had problem
with timber hitch. huhu.
the splices and the paper were easy.
we finished early today and reached home before 7.
spiderman msged me today ;)
score goals for me hor when playing football.
tmrw is rest day for me.
i will only be going for my religious class.
gah. im missing you.

spec course

2007-03-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

hello =D

yesterday, was the start of the ncc specs course.

yes, i learned about the charts & survival at sea.

it was tiring though.

we camped at school yesterday and i had afew hours of sleep.

so, today's course, i was sleepy most of the times :)

Mr Stephen Yip made my day.

he showed us funny videos.

and i love the underwear. huhu.

but, me and my clan was frustrated with our mems.

why? is a long story.

then, met spiderman at yishun today.

he accompanied me eat.

and thanks for the bandung drink.

you sweet guy ;)

so yes,

he was a ncc cadet before and he loves eating hacks :)

you are working soon. so, goodlucks hokay.

tomorrow's ncc tests, practical & theory.

wish me lucks too. gah.

you make me happy =D

botanic garden date

2007-03-14T07:28:00.000+08:00

hello :D

yes, yesterday was awesome.

i had a botanic garden date with my spiderman :)

eh, thank you so much from the botttoommm of my heart.

why you so sweet? gah.

we were caught under the rain most of the time.

but we still had fun. right? huhu.

we then ate at fareast. and i treated you :)

i was craving for food but when i eat my food,

but i never finish them :/

spiderman managed to finish his laksa. gah.

rain was so heavy. and we bumped into his bandmate.

so we sat outside fareast waited for the rain to stop.

and it was drizzling, so we then headed to the mrt.

in the mrt, you shocked me but i love it :D

you know i know ;)

then we dropped at yishun, and i took the bus

& you walked home.

then, we chatted at msn and we talked on the phone.

so overall, you make my day yesterday :))

spiderman, thanks.

im having ncc course today.
gah. i miss my girlfriends.
and i can get to meet them today (:
im meeting my spiderman too.

you are cute, and im starting to like you.

aloha

2007-03-12T19:37:00.000+08:00

hello (: i went out today to junction 8 with maj to find stuffs for wearing to the aloha event. it was a hawaiian theme. we bought ourselves, orchid flower clips. then, i came across this shop where they had a floral-grey-checkered bermudas. it looked hawaiian. and it was for on a discount and it was ony 10bucks. then, maj bought her necklace and flower blue earrings. it was cute. then, i decided to buy a plain pink top from op. i liked the neckline. we were already late and we met up with the sec4s at the SPH building. the atmosphere was great. alot of spontaneous people. sleeq, rauzan, imran ajamain and deputy siren came. so, it was a blast. their performances were great, the hosts were fun and the food was of course nice. hehe. i ate alot =D i was full so did not get to taste the huge cake :) but i was superduper happy cos i managed to take photo with sleeq, sharif&aril. sharif is hot and aril is cute. trust me. hah. but, my face sucks laa in the picture. and took picture with maj too, my gf love =D dfiee, does this post answer to your tag question? hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OBOR ;)

credits to fizz ;)

aqif's birthday

2007-03-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AQIF.

STAY CUTE LIL BOY

AND HOPE YOU LIKE THE ORGAN ;)

hello :) yes, went to the birthday party just now. aqif turned three today :) so cute laa that boy. his birthday was 'the cars' and it was nice to eat. there were afew games lined up and i played two of them. and my team won for one of them. then, a magician came to the house. he showed the tricks and it was entertaining for the kids. but of course, the tricks are sure fakestuffs ;) ate the food there and drank alot. my perot was buncit-ing. i chatted with iqah and shared our stories. fun talking to you girl :) i karoeked there. it was fun with all the peeps there. so, i was kinda pissed cos i had forgotten to bring my hp. so asked my brother to check the msges. and yeah, mr.R msged. damn i was happy. have fun tomorrow till thursday & do takecares please. hehe. so, is 2am. and im chatting with spiderman.

enough said.

new look

2007-03-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

hello :)

finally, i managed to find a skin.

yesterday, me and gfs did went to the national museum.

it was fun. and yes, i learned new things.

and we did took alot of pictures.

and we learned from mr torkimi, about photography.

his pictures are amazing and he is certainly good.

our pictures did not won.

but, is not that important i guess :)

so, after the whole event ended, we all went home.

and i went out again at 7 with mommy and brother

to causeway to buy my top cos gfs are buying it too.

sadly, i did not fit into M. there was no S.

gahhh. so am buying it somewhere else someother day.

went windowshopping after that.

i saw this top which i really liked. so am buying that too.

huhu. saving more bucks.

im good at saving already i guess. hah.

and i was really pissed off with my mommy especially.

do not wish to elaborate on that.

but, good terms with her today.

she apologized to me. hoho :)

so, going out later for a birthday party at cik din's crib.

believe it or not, i havent even have my bathe.

stuck on my computer since morning ;)

crawling back to you

2007-03-09T22:14:00.001+08:00

Everybody knows that I was such a fool to ever let go of you
Baby I was wrong
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
and now I'm crawling back to you

I know you're in there and you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I can do,
just to tell you face to face
I was lying to myself, now I'm dying in this hell
Girl I know you're mad,
I can't blame you for being mad

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and now I'm crawling back to you
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was running from the truth
and now I'm crawling back to you

If you could see these tears I'm crying
Touch these hands that can't stop shaking
Hear my heart that's barely beating
You will see a different man

But baby here I am
Banging on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
and I'm crawling back to you (come on)
Begging for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in? (let me in)
I was running from the truth,
now I'm crawling back to you
Banging on your front door (darling)
My pride spilled on the floor
I was running from the truth,
now I'm crawling back to you, yeah
Now I'm crawling back to you

Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you
Crawling back to you

internet ok :)

2007-03-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

finally.

internet can be used.

it has been down for two days. gahh.

and im simply cant live without it.

i called the hotline and he knew where i went wrong.

i did not ticked that box :/

exams just finished.

but still, i need to study EVERYTHING.

my chemistry paper was done smoothly.

haha.

it aint that difficult :)

but i just dont like when need to balance the equations.

is confusing for my tinny winny head.

the maths paper was okay too.

and i just got to know only my marks for it.

and mr lathif say ive gotten 31/40.

it sucks, i know. huhu.

and yeah. just to get my mind off exams,

me and gfs went jogging in the afternoons.

it was fun. but obviously, we talked and sat down

more than jogging :)

then, i had my malay paper.

i must say, some of the questions are tricky.

then, there was AMATHS.

gahhh. the first question, i was already stuck at it.

i managed to do like 2-3 questions out of the 7 questions.

and its all over 40marks.

i am looking forward to failing it, seriously.

i just suck at this subject.

and i had not the time to check through and complete

my workings for some of the questions.

pathethic i must say.

i told mommy i want my ex-tuition teacher

to teach me again :/

so, that was the last paper.

im just prepared to fail geography and amaths.

if i passed the subjects, i will bet, is just a bad pass.

today eylwin and bea had designed for our class t-shirt.

and they sure are talented. i really liked the logo.

and i had suggested to them to improve on it.

and yeah. the big logo behind will have our names and jersey no.

and at our sleeve, will have our small class logo.

the whole class had decided to have a white one

and the designs will be red in colour :D

im excited on how nice it will turned out.

social studies was watching a documentary.

muslim america :)

c o o l s t u f f.

it was really interesting.

then,there was assembly.

today was miss jacintha lim's farewell.

so, yeah. the school came up with something.

it was so sweet laa sehh.

and she did cried. she was touched.

and i guess it was a good sign

on how much canberra means to her :)

so, wish her all the best in whatever she does.

after school, went back home and went out again.

went to junction 8 with deena to buy some stuffs.

she bought her white shirts and we ate at LJS.

we then went window shopping.

we went into like every shops.

haha. look at the clothes laa sehh.

and we did went into OP.

and there was this nice pink shirt.

so, deena and i thought, on buying it tomorrow

with shasha and maj along.

so, we would have the same stuffs.

hopefully?

and i did bought a white bangle and a white skirt for myself.

yes. im saving up my bucks to more of my things.

what i want:

straight-cut jeans.

puma belt.

dress.

that mickey mouse top.

tops.

mascara.

cardigans.

shawls.

topshop stuffs.

volcom bag.

that flat nokia phone.

high-cut converse shoes.

that green bermudas.

haha. am i dreaming on or i will have it?

huhu. tmorrow going with gfs to the national museum.

a workshop for photography. so, we are just going to have fun.

and sure, we would be camwhoring.

hope that my digital camera works.

im stopping here.

p.s: missing my zubir saids clan. when want to meet?

pics

2007-03-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

ILY =D

geo sucks

2007-03-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

hello.

wee! im going to flunk my geo :)

i asked miss tay if she's going to scold us

if we fail the paper.

& she said, wads the use of scolding you all :)

perfecto. gagaga.

sucks is the word

for the geography paper just now.

forget that subject.

is not my love anymore.

can change to history?

my gf deena doesnt look so stress taking up history

eventhough she has a couple of white hair on her head

(shasha plucked them out before)

physics was at least manageable :)

mrs lee cut her hair.

i miss that old hair of hers.

we had to do a physics project.

i forget the name on what we are supposed to do.

but, we discussed it just now.

and we already came out with plans.

is got to do with marble/pingpong

and goes thru a couple of stations.

the last station would be a volcano.

hopefully it works.

had revision on maths.

tomorrow is the test.

im looking forward to it.

my love for chemistry would be tested tomorrow.

if i passed chemistry, means im really in love with it.

if i fail, i have to love someother subjects.

amaths? hell no.

went for HMT. just revisions.

where's afifah? is been like weeks i saw her.

was raining otw home. called daddy to come fetch me

and buy for me food at the mac. haha.

using his bucks instead of my bucks ;)

i was so alone and he came so so late.

mio is installed to my computer.

is pretty fast and im loving it :)

gol & gincu today. yay.

self revision for chemistry later.

can i stop now?

kaer

2007-03-05T18:08:00.000+08:00

Kaer

he is hawt =D

sayer sukerrrrr.

fmajanfsjakmajtmg.

his song: izinkan ku pergi :)

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam

Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Lama dikasih kita
Kau bawa bersama

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

chorus:
Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita dikalbuku

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat dijiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu teguhnya

Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya

repeat chorus

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Maafkan aku duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi

im addicted to his song.

english & ss

2007-03-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

hello.

tests today. gahh.

started off with english.

and the topic that came out was the one

we had already revised on. haha.

the punishment.

we practiced about unfair punishment.

so, it was the same thing.

it was much easier for me

cos i already had the draft and planning

inside my tinny winny head.

i wrote 4 full pages and finished just in time :)

we could get out minds off about tests for just 10mins.

social studies paper starts right after english.

it was easy. hopefully i get the facts right ;)

for malay BH test, got 17/25. sucks to me.

haha.

miss mazni told me i was selected for the ALOHA event.

im looking forward to it :D

she also tell me about the olevels malay.

ahh. i have to take it this year. and i have to do well

so that i wont have to take again next year.

gahhh.

after school, went home straight.

bought my drink & icecream with shasha.

forget to bring my key.

forgetful pig i am ;)

waited for one hour for daddy to come.

pathetic aye. i know.

then, opened my computer straight

while it is raining outside.

my stomach is grumbling btw.

ghhtrgrhrghsjhsjaslt.

tomorrow is physics and geography.

of course, revisions later :/

today, got amazing race. wee.

so, i want to cook fries right now

and maggi mee =D

ada kawan yang datang dan pergi,

namun kita bertiga tetap kekal abadi :))

(gfs and i came up with this just now.

yeah, we're sticking to each other forever

although we have our ups and downs)

tests tomorrow

2007-03-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

hello =D

in about one hour, it will be monday.

school. gah. test. sucks.

sunday, was revising period

for social studies & compo notes.

but, i think my calcutations says that

stucking to my computer is much more bigger.

hah. went out of the house for like 2 hours.

at 6, went to sunplaza ntuc.

but stopped by m1.

im so going to buy that new latest hp.

save up my bucks :)

mommy daddy spent 100bucks for household stuffs.

basically food stufss for their kids. hehe.

i bought my comb and my tuna food for school tomorrow.

is cute you know the tuna.

it comes with 6 biscuits and tuna vegetabled.

will share with my gfs tmrw. hah.

brother bought anaconda; hunt for the blood orchid at laserflair.

that movie was like maeb a couple of years back. right? i dunno.

watched it just now. and is nice.

whatever the name of the actor, he is hot. haha.

after that, went to do malay and chemistry homework.

done that, back to my computer.

click here and there.

my eyes are heavy now *hugging my smelly bantal*

tests tomorrow will be held for half of the day.

another half goes to malay and chemistry.

so, till here. wish me lucks for tomorrow.

for now, i want to have my beauty and the beast sleep ;)

korean dramas

2007-03-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

oh, went to send nenek and aunty nini home.

before tht, went to cheri cos aunty nini wan buy some clothes.

hahaks. took such a long time there :)

then, finally they could took the mrt.

mommy, brother and i went for food hunting.

went to the pasar malam and mommy bought roti johns.

i wanted to eat at cavana and eat the honey grilled rice. and we did.

at 8.30, i finished eating and headed to cik liza's crib.

and i walked past some drunkards. surprisingly, i was like afraid seeing them adn walking past them. gahhhh -_- forget them.

when i reached there rinie was watching KOREA dramas in her room.

so went in there and i joined in. the guys are hot! totally. i loved their kind of hair laa.

ahaha. so, concentrated watching there.

and she asked me to go to veoh website to download all those stuffs.

so, went back home and here i am. i had downloaded the veoh player.

is much much better than youtube. it is convenient and the quality is just like when watching tv. saya sukerrrr :) try it out :) so, yah.

im downloading the prince hours, princess hours

and the hanakimi or something (adaptation of she's the man) hahaks.

more dowloading of korean dramas to come x)

i am supposed to revise my work. I HAVENT EVEN START ON IT.

ahaha. tomorrow i will okay :)

SOLONG AND GOODNITES =D

raffles & BH

2007-03-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

hello =D
did not had time to blog yesterday.
after school, went out with deena to raffles :)
went to her mommy's workplace saloon. she wanted to do her hair.
we reached there at around 4. as usual, it was raining.
we headed to banquet to have our lunch. i ate roasted chicken noodle.
she ate her chicken rice :) i wanted to buy peanut ice kacang.
and it was so stupid cos the stall dont have any staff there. gahhhh.
so i failed to eat the ice kacang. it was so tempting. haha.
then, we went window shopping for deena's dress.
we managed to find one at ENVY. it was purple and it is so sweet and cute.
but, sadly for her, she did buy it due to some consequences :D
we went back to the saloon and her mum ask deena to wash her hair.
so, i was effing bored and nothing to do. i washed her hair. haha.
we had fun :) played with the water and stuffs. we camwhored too.
den, i had to put cream on her hair cos she wanted to steam her hair.
hahaks. it was fun. felt like i was a hairdresser for a moment :)
den, her mommy cut her hair off and i liked her sides.
her hair was starting to look like mind by the sides only.
if i were to have my long hair, we would both look the same huh. hehe.
then, at around 8.30, we headed back home.
deena alighted at khatib and i was alone.
so, mr R wanted to accompany me on the phone.
oh, i like his charming voice. hahaks -_-
he is super duper sweet & cute. i was so occupied chatting him on the phone.
THANKEW ;))
we chatted till 11 but we did not say our goodbyes.
it ended by him accidentally putting down his phone. hehe.
i was sleepy, we smsed for a while and we were having our beauty sleep :)
so, that was my friday. hehe.

today, i decided to go for the
bengkel menulis berita at the singapore press holdings
instead of going for ncc AKE training. haha.
it was an opportunity that i would not afford to miss.
i love writing and becoming a writer/reporter is one of my ambitions. hehe.
so, met lala and farhana at the mrt. we reached bradell and waiited for razi.
guys are always late. hehe. so, he arrived and we walked there.
some of the schools were already there.
we then headed to a conference room and the event started.
the facilitator, Hadi, taught us afew elements and techniques to write a berita.
it was interesting and it did took my attention.
we had to used a lead method.
so, our first task was to write based on a true report
about a 45 year old man who was caught at the woodlands checkpoint on 1mac.
he was caught for hiding alot packets of rokok
in his swimming trunks and socks. it is stupid but it true.
how can the man be so such a dumbass. hehe.
we managed to write a report on that and present.
mr norman, clarified our mistakes and i learn from it :)
then, miss zuriah showed us a music clip. a boyband from korea - Superjunior.
i did heard that name before and i never watched korean stuffs before.
but, i watched it and they were singing a song called U. i guessed. hehe.
and the song was nice. the lyrics were sweet and the guys were HOT. haha.
it was interesting and maybe, if i watched superjunior more often,
i would fall in love with them and will be hearing korean songs. hah.
we were then ask to write our comments after watching the video.
and then, there were 3 personnels, fadhillah, nurul/atiqa and miss zuriah.
they were interviewed by miss haryani, a reporter of BH.
they are in love with korean dramas. and after hearing them speak,
i was attracted and for a moment,
i would like to give it a try on wathing korea popular dramas.
they said that korean dramas are more to fantasies
and usually, their storylines are so touching and so real.
they give a good mesej to us after watching it.
so maybe, i will be trying to watch springwales/ spring walls.
or maybe, winter sonata so on and so for.
korean dramas here i come. and the actors are hot. haha.
so, to complete the day, our final task was
to write on how we wanted to organise a report
by combining the superjunior review and the interviews.
we did not won. but they said our ones are also good.
the winner won tickets to finding nemo ice disney. cool sehh. gahhhh.
they were from tanglin sec. hehe. congrats to them.
is been long since i last watch ice disney.
i only watched the snow white. and i was a small kid :)

anyways, i am now really inspired to be a reporter. one day. hehe.

so, after the event, went back home while munching dougnuts.
i had to go ncc training next week and gfs say is at changi. gahhhh.
auntie nini and nenek is coming here. wee.
can see my norlin irdina :)) that tembam girl. hehe.

on monday is my english and social studies common tests.
it sucks.am studying later. so, my story ends here for now =D.