My Boyfriend best !

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

ok, this is LIM ZI HUI :D

he is my classmate and i find him goodlooking oke. haha xD

and this was taken last friday with my handphone.

he immediately woke up when he heard the shutter sound of my camera :D

*he sleeping so soundly*

5:25:00 PM;

hello !
ok. finally, im updating ! :D
i jst came back from school
cause of helping Mr Siva with the interviewing.
i know i make faces to the camera, talk alot and laugh alot :D
nvm. i just love to be on camera ok and be myself.
hahaha. ok, im watching HelloGoodbye videos :D
see boyfriend, im having a crush on them still :p
hey dear, you takecare ok. rest well !
i misssssssssssssssssssss him !
its like my first time not meeting him for almost two weeks :/
nvm, this saturday ok boyfriend. insyallah :D
alright. exams coming and i really havent even start revising my works.
there alot of notes to look at and study and memorise.
and moreover, its the month of fasting ! :/
i know, i have to put in more effort and pull myself together.
i realised that when im fasting,
i tend to go sleepy easily and i will not complete my revisions and homeworks :/
Fina, i cant make it for a study session tomorrow
cause i have MT oral exam. bahhhhhhhhhhhh :/
we jumpa on friday/saturday oke :D
1 and a half hour to buka puasa.
ive no idea what mommy's cooking today.
but i know, i love her spaghetti and tomyam yesterday ! :D
i already went to the geylang bazaar and surprisingly,
theres alot of people eventhough puasa has just started.
semangat menyambut hari raya oi ! ishk.
i collected my yellow kebaye and puas hati oi ! :D
and my brothers and daddy bought hot red baju kurungs ! weeee.
ok, akasyah's birthday is coming. sabiruna also. farah also.
and honey shahida also! im excited for their birthdays
and im excited for mine too! hahahha.
eventhough its four months away, im so looking forward.
i want to treat my hometown heroes to bowling or starbucks ! hahaha.
but the number 16 sound so old oready :/
ok, im already of out words.
oh yah, boyfriend, u look fcuking hot and cute with your new hair ! xD

5:14:00 PM;

Saturday, September 15, 2007

hello !
i felt like blogging when i came upon your blog.
firstly, yeah, have not been updating my blog
cause mommy took away the computer wire.
because of my brother, who does not know
when and how long who should use the computer.
today is my HMT exam, so yah.
im hoping that the topic for the writing paper would be easy
and im hoping that the bahasa paper is manageable.
i had sahur this morning and mommy cooked fishball soup.
im uberly dissappointed in both of my parents.
DADDY was the SOURCE that my mood was ruined by him
and then my mommy! :/
daddy exaggerated to mommy that i used the computer till 3am.
WTF ! i used it until 1am alright.
i know i need my goodnight's sleep for today.
and hell yeah, I DID DADDY!
so, i dont know what was your problem until u have to bring up the matter
to mommy. and i REALLY DONT LIKE
when people accussed me of someting which i had not done.
I WAS CHATTING WITH MY REALLY GOOD FRIENDS,
BLOG HOPPING AND FRIENDSTERING.
i was being patient with you when mommy said that,
"there's something strange about you eh nowadays?"
STRANGE=POSSESSED=GILA!
you cant imagine how hurtful it had and i had tears in my eyes.
and sorry to say, mommy you are DUMB!
you can still have the cheek to ask, "why are you crying?"
I HAVE FEELINGS IF YOU DONT KNOW THAT.
IM JUST LIKE YOU OK!
seriously, i dont feel like talking to my parents.
if they want me to be infront of my books 24hours every day,
FINE I WILL DO IT.
if they want me to be like a GEEK and looking sad always,
FINE I WILL DO IT.
seriously, im really dissappointed in them.
moreover, today is my hmt exam,
shouldnt they wish me GOODLUCKS?

but yesterday, Fina made me day.
i did expect that the "STUDY PLAN" wont happen.
it happened for only 45minutes.
we did window shopping at causeway point,
seriously, the checkered tops at ESPRIT turns me on! :D
it was really nice and it cost 50 bucks oi!
and there was this checkered jansport beg, which cost 49!
can i buy it? SAVE SHIKA ! :D
oh yah, we went into the winter clothing shop,
and the sweaters are really cute especially the SESAME STREET ones :D
kalau aku boleh curi, aku curi je seh !
so at 5, we decided to head to civic and enjoy the air con there
and "STUDY".
oh yah, i smsed irah and she was at the third level of the library.
we talked to each other and then she was msging me
when i was "STUDYING" with fina.
our studying was listening HGB's songs and memorising the lyrics
and looking at Forrest picture which i had already printed.
seriously, is effing cute ! :D
ok. at 5.45, we left the library.
we headed to bazaar to plan of buying food.
but end up, we borong SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS punyer brang :D
we were really ahhhhhh, oooohhhh, cuteeeeeeee!
oh yah, so i bought the spongebob wallets for myself and Boyfriend.
he say he would wear it, so make sure you do dear ! :D
and i bought powerpuffgirl sikat which comes with a mirror.
and i bought spongebob waterbottles for myself and Honey Shahida.
oh yeah, i forgot to say thanks ONCE AGAIN to fina,
for buying me the green top! she bought the red top as well.
and 2 was only for 11bucks ! :D
ok, so after buying the spongebob stuffs, we went home.
yes, we had fun :D

sometimes, i do miss you. i cant deny that girl.
cause, you had a special place in my heart and you still do :D
i really dont blame anyone for what happen to us.
instead, i will put the blame on myself.
seriously, im sorry if i have done anything to hurt you.
i didnt mean to. but i have to put our close and meaningful friendship to a stop.
cause, we came to a point where we were having problems here and there,
and we were upset towards each other.
and the feeling really hit me hard and yes, it sucks!
we were not happy together anymore and there was more tension between us.
it came to a point, where something needs to be done.
and i realised that being away from each other is the only solution.
by saying this, im not saying that i totally shove you away from my life.
you are still here in my heart girl.
and dont think that i have forget all the moments we had together.
but i always see it as, good things sometimes wont last forever.
and i guess, our close and meaningful friendship was not meant to be forever.
i think that, for now, we are just friends.
someone to laugh with and share problems with and just be happy.
but eventhough if we want our friendship to be back to normal self,
i doubt it would happen.
we have to move on with our lifes and accept our past.
our past had brought us to where we are today,
be it bad or good.
i know you are a strong babe and once again, im sorry that
sometimes, things dont go out as plan/good like we want to.
i will never forget you .

ps: aku rindu seorang cowok iaitu pacarku yang bernama Ammar :/

5:40:00 AM;

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

hello!
time check : 01.10
i would be busy on wednesday.
so, i postponed the lunch date with shima to today.
and fortunately, she was online in the afternoon.
and yes, im happy that our lunch date was not cancelled
or whatsoever. and yes, im sorry that i was super late!
seriously, my first time being like superduper late :/
cause the timing that we set was 3.45, and i arrived at 4.15.
sorry Shima ! :D
but seriously, we did have fun kan kan kan ?
ok. we ate at longjohnsilver,we ate our combo ones,
we talked about almost everything until our food tak jalan jalan ! ;D
i took a picture of hers and she took a picture of mine!
shima, remember the flash? maha terang seh ! haha :D
and we left the place at 5.30 cause the both of us have our curfews.
but before we went home, we camwhored in the handicapped toilet :D
(my most favourite time with her. idk why)
dalam banyak banyak tempat, tempat handicapped toilet seh.
but i think Shima boleh irritated seh cause i was not satisfied
with the photos . hahaha.
but Shima, seriously, you look hot in spectacles.
and our degree like almost the same ok ! :P

ok. after that, i met Honey Shahida and Danial.
Seriously Danial, i find that kau really sweet,
pasal kau took the time dari pasir ris sampai ke sembawang siak.
aku proud ngn kau cause,
i think you make my best girlfriend smile wide today ! :D

Shima, dont forget the pictures eh :D

1:05:00 AM;

Sunday, September 09, 2007

hello !

ok. yesterday aku happy banget oke ! :D

i had a great time with my mommy yesterday !

ok, i must say, you should be one of the world's best mum :D

she kept her promise and we did went shopping

and yes Shahida, aku MAHA borong ! hehehehe.

i received my bursary money at daddy's workplace in the morning.

i earned myself 300 bucks.

irah, you have same thinking as mommy ok!

"study hard, you earn yourself some bucks, and spend on what you want !"

surprisingly, i was a little motivated by mommy yesterday

to study hard for my end of year :D HAHA.

Shika SELALU semangat dua minit aje oke kalau korg nk tou ;D

but SERIOUSLY, i want to do well for my exams

that i told mommy i want tuition lessons for my pure physics and chemistry! :D

hahaha. ok gerek [:

ok, we basically shopped at OG bugis until 4.30

and i begged mommy to go to far east to look for shoes and MY ROBOTZSZXZSXZZ !

yes, i did get them ! :D

I WAS REALLY LIKE MAKING LITTLE JUMPS WHEN MOMMY WAS PAYING THE NECKLACE OI.

does that show that i REALLY AND UBERLY adore them :D

i find them really cute and adorable. if you dont like it, fuck off !

hahaha. those gold robot earrings, i really like those cute eyes. HAHAHA.

okeh. i dont want to exaggerate anymore. or i already have?

haha. final say, I LOVE ROBOTS ! & yes, i will takecare of that necklace

cause its expensive and i will just keep on admiring that earrings. :D

Boyfriend says he's jealous of them. haha :P

alright. mommy bought my everlast sneakers as promised.

yesterday, i was just attracted to the colour brown. and not RED. wth :/

hahaha. yups, brown brown and more brown,

i bought brown checkered boxers, and brown skinny jeans :D

i bought this cute top, with small heart shapes !

i dont know why mommy really thought i shouldnt have bought it

cause it was not worth it and its doesnt look cute.

but sometimes, i just dont listen to what she says & just grab what i want ! :D

and i finally found nice shawls without the bulu ! hahaha.

but ystd, there was bulu ones and their design was really nice.

everything checkered ! hahhaa.

but i bought this black with 4 yellow stripes shawl :D hahaha.

Shika puas hati oke ! and yah, my things for hari rayer are all settled.

mommy bought for me this black silver shoes and she also bought for me bedsheet!

i love you mom! like seriously, i do ! :D

we ended the day yesterday by having dinner at Macdonalds.

i saw Sister Fizz. hahaha.

goodlucks for your prelims & olvels ! :D

Honey Shahida, thanks for being there when i needed you &

you are the best gf i ever had on earth.

SO, i bought for you something and AKU RASER KAU WILL LIKE IT :D

tsk tsk tsk. so yah, ACK ! :D

To Fina, i called you yesterday oke and idk who angkat.

and all along i thought it was you and after 59 seconds,

i realised it was not you. paiseh oke Shika. bahhhhh.

so, you bought the Robot top?! :D

sorry oke, Shika never teman you buy. ok, aku miss kau !

and eh, aku happy oke! i got my ROBOTSZSXZSZX! CUTE BODOHHHHH!

haha. ok, aku diaam :D

To fifi, idk why, yesterday,

i remember our moment at bishan junction.

we did went into every shops ! :D

it was like a few months ago, and now im bringing it up again. haha.

okeh, i miss you :D

To dzul, nice talking yesterday on the phone.

and yah, you are still the old same guy that i know.

but maybe, im not Shika that u knew before.

and yah, maybe i admit i have changed after we broke up,

but i changed for the better and im happy with whatever i have right now :D

& im glad i have your support as a friend oke.

kau rock boxers baru aku :D

& lastly,

to Boyfriend, im sorry

but i have to let it out EVERYTHING yesterday.

and yeah. im glad that i did ok :D

and yah, im keeping my promise that

i will tell you / confront you if i dont like anything or whatsoever

about you and anything relating to our rship.

and yah, i surveyed things for us.

im hoping that i can find time and buy them soon :D

i love you dear ! alamak, serious lah you ! <3

ps: i spent 136 bucks but i gave the rest of my money to mommy

for her to spend. hahaha.

im good to her if she's good to me :D

and yeah, she was really really good to me yesterday! i love you mom !

8:59:00 AM;

Friday, September 07, 2007

hello !
ok. smlm, 060907 :D
hahaha. hell yeah, 3rd month anniversary !
but as usual, it turned out to be a group outing :/
eh, but fun oke ! :D
hahaha. Boyfriend msged me at around 11.45
and he was already on the way to City Hall.
i havent even bath that time. haha.
so, i got ready fast and went out at around 12.45.
1 jam aku siap. macam lamer gitu eh? hahaha :D
ok. met them at Marina square.
i was like walking at the second storey, trying to find them.
and suddenly, Boyfriend came out of this shop
and i was like terkejut sekejap je :D
he kissed me and i was starting to hope to spend the whole day
all fun and hyper :D
Sha, rambut kau maha cool oke !
so, it started us playing with the 8-ball ! hahaha.
kiter dpt bende tuh free oi from kiddy palace ;D
ok. we kept asking stupid, non logical, funny questions.
so, the ball will show its "predictions"!
haha. and from marina square, we wanted to head to Esplanade mall.
and when we wanted to crossed the road,
Boyfriend sempat shake itu 8 ball, and asked,
can we cross now ? hahaha :D
ok. we sat at Esplanade mall and Sha with boyfriend,
slapped each other.
if the 8 ball say yes, Sha will slap Boyfriend hard.
but i dont know why, Boyfriend slap him lembik.
he scary cat siak dengan Sha. alahai :D
hahaha. at 3, i picked Fina and Shahida up from the cityhall mrt.
Shahida, muker ! hahaha. you know i know :D
Fina handed me this paper, drawings of robots! haha.
cute you know the drawings. so sweet of you ok girl ! ;D
then, we started crapping & walking back to esplanade mall.
we sat there and Ashraf's gf came. she cute oke :D
then, they wanted to get out of the place.
so, we headed back to marina and accompanied Fina buy her unicorn :D
we admired the chocolates there and
i suggested to them to eat icekacangs at the foodcourt. haha.
i treated them and Ashraf was like the most excited one ? hahaha.
Shahida and i had our laughs on Raflee cause airliur dier tumpah !
okeh. dah lepas makan, we headed to Funan to meet Nas.
he tk abes abes makan :D hahaha.
and i bought Fina candy floss !
lepas Nas makan, we headed to Fullerton hotel.
on our there, Boyfriend and i sempat main catching oi. hahaha.
i kicked his leg, he kicked mine. he pushed me hard, i pushed him back.
i penat oke Boyfriend. haha.
we then bumped into mas, zizi and isya :D
mas, your skinny legs are really hot oke boy . haha.
and i read his heroes comic book. nice thing :D
i liked the part when i put my leg ontop of danial's, boyfriend on top of mine,
and Sha on top of ours. berat siak kaki dier. Haha.
ok, we had to leave the premises when the manager asked to.
so, we sat outside Maybank and spend most of our time laughing :D
i played scissors paper stone with Fina.
and she win :/
but when i played it with Boyfriend, i win. hahaha.
Biman, ydee and amirah came :D
ok, i puas hati got to meet ydee cause long time never meet him.
Biman, your joke was original :D
then, i saw Bella & Fetfet.
we tegored each other. fetfet, look more hotter than in pictures :D
& Bella, awak sentiase hot looking.
oke, i started to run again, when me fina and zainul had to catch Mas.
he was superduper fast. we bought our cup noodles from 7 eleven.
Fina me and Shahida had been to the fullerton toilet
for idk how many times. hahaha.
we camwhored in there.
almost the whole lot of us, disturbed Shahida and danial's privacy. haha.
it was really funny :D
and at around 9, we started heading home.
Biman threw the Hershey chocholate at Sha.
hahaha. it was damn hard but it was fun to watch them
doing it a couple of times :D
ok, we then bid our farewell at the traffic light.
yes, we did had awesome great fun.
Fina took the mrt with me and Shahida :D
i chatted with Fina when i reached home.
and i slept at 4.45 am. Fina, i made a record eh? haha :D
im looking forward for tomorrow.
shopping spree with mommy and daddy.
im looking forward for wednesday. lunch date with velle at LJS :D
next week puase oi ~ ok, gerek per ;D
ok, i miss Boyfriend and after yesterday, im loving you more ok ~
muack.
& you owe me a date .

12:26:00 PM;

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

hello !

alright. i thought that i would have my hands on my homeworks.

but tidak oke :/

hahaha. i spent the whole day in front of my computer.

but it was spent "wisely".

the whole day, i was only listening to Hellogoodbye &

did research on them. hahaha :D

they are really hotstuffs and their songs are amazingly awesome,

a mixture of pop,powerpop & indie. nice.

i chatted with Fina, and the main topic was Robots ;D

i made a new friend with Shima & we talked on the phone.

and it was nice sweet short talk. you have nice voice oke :D

i chatted with Sha, Mariah & Nadhilah. funny you people.

ok. im just looking forward for my day tomorrow.

i just want to go out and not be at home anymore.

Boyfriend, beep me ok ! :D

10:13:00 PM;

hello !
ok. aku seriously mendak berada di rumah :/
AKIR AKU MENDAK ! haha :D
yesterday i slept at 01.45 am after talking to Boyfriend.
Haha. i want to pinjam the Japanese show can? :D
ok. finally i get to listen to his voice.
and now, i want to see your face, i want get your hug and kiss.
hahaha. tomorrow, kiter pegi dating kan?
tak sabar oi ! haha ;D
zoo or escape , escape or zoo ? HAIYO.
or movie ? SUSTER NGESOT? hahaha ;D
ok, we'll decide later on.
today, i woke up at nine. and i ate maggi for breakfast.
im hungry now and my little brother bought for us nasi lemaks :D
nasi lemak pon nasi lemak lah.
im seriously craving for shopping.
hopping into the online shopping websites,
make me want to buy them.
wait till i get my bursary this saturday :D
i want to get,

black/purple/pink skinny. which one? haha
at least three tops.
sneakers
camera / handphone. HAHA.
something for boyfriend ;D

angan-angan tinggi siak shika ! :D
hahaha. maybe later, i'll touch on my homeworks.

2:49:00 PM;

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

hello !

HAHA. ROBOTS ! :D

cute bangettttttt sih.

yah. i change my friendster bg again :D

im happy with it. hahaha!

ok. its been raining for the past few days.

cold nak mampos oi ! ishk.

my feet will be super cold when sleeping. gah.

i did not for the geography trip to sungai buloh & science centre.

shahida tak pegi, aku pon tk pegi lah :D

plans for today? i try to ask mommy out and buy my shoes xD

its totally boredom staying at home.

if mommy doesnt want to, then i will just rot and complete my homeworks :D

ok. i dreamt a really funny and weird and romantic dream. HAHA.

i dreamt about my good friend, Sharizal ! :D

hahaha. the dream was,

i wanted to take a bus to go to somewhere else.

but i took the wrong bus, which goes to malaysia.

i was like sleeping in the bus, and when i woke up,

i looked outside, and there were no trees, just big spacious areas

and there were banners stating Malaysia! hahaha.

so, i alighted at this bus stop and borrowed a stranger's hp to call up girlfriend Shahida.

hahaha. i was like so panicked and i managed to meet her up.

and she was there with the sec3 students.

they were there for a camp. and i think, i did not went for it

cause i wanted to escape from it.

so, ended up, i had to join in with them for the camp.

and Sharizal was with us.

and it was fun, cause we did boat rafting and stuff.

if only it was REAL :D

so, at night, we had sleep there and in the dream,
i was sleeping on my PARENTS BED :D HAHA.

then, sharizal came over and he disturbed me.

and i was like grumpy and crying that i wanted to go home.

so, he consoled me and hug and stuff.

and Sharizal, seriously in the dream, you were fcuking hot and tall.

hahaha. then the next day, me shahida and fifi ate with the teachers.

and it was raining heavily.

Sharizal was beside me the whole time to keep me warm. HAHA :D

then, i woke up ! :D

ishk. why i dream about sharizal sia?! hahaha.

anyways friend, GOODLUCK for your social studies test.

tak boleh buat, bayang aku punya "CUTE" face! hahaha ;D

to boyfriend, i miss you like loribaskeretamotorbecabasikalkapalterbang OK! <3

10:37:00 AM;

Monday, September 03, 2007

hello !

ok, today i woke up directly on 7am :D

i went to school with Honey Shahida for our amaths lesson.

miss lim gave us a worksheet.

and it was uberly hard.

and seriously, the class was pure useless & a waste of a time ! -.-"

we went out of there by 10am.

it was drizzling when we were walking home. cooling :D

ok. my afternoon plan was to went out with Boyfriend & the friends.

but since i was the only girl, the plan was cancelled.

take care of yourself dear :D

i send him a mms, i made a weird looking face. HAHA.

hope he likes it though :D

so, due to boredom at home, i camwhored using my camera, my hp & brother's hp.

i seriously love taking pictures with my brother's hp.

kasi aku sudahlah ituh hp. BAHHHHHH .

hahaha :D

so, the pictures are all above.

please the comments to yourself alright. hahaha :D

ok, after doing that, i went to sleep.

it super duber nice sleeping when the weather is really cold ;D

i slept till 5.30 cause my stomach was already grumbling.

mommy was cooking food. so, i on the computer :D

im friendster ing currently and chatting.

Sha, good luck in cutting your back hair ! :D

Honey Shahida, thanks for collaging my pictures ;D

Boyfriend, i miss you. Beep me ok !

tomorrow, i will maybe be going to sungai buloh and science centre ! :D

7:03:00 PM;

Sunday, September 02, 2007

hello !

ok, today i had fun :D

i slept till 11 and mommy was already pestering to get up

we had a wedding function to attend to

we went together with shahida's family.

fortunately, it was just near our house.

we started eating when we reached there.

the ayam merah sedap ok and abng dee ate my tulang ayam.

hahaha :D

we decided to wait for the pengantin to come

but it was like lambat. so, we decided to go to sunplaza and

Suhaimi yusof ! :D

but the event was postponed till 3pm

so, we decided to go to singapore

as they were having a big john little sale especially,

the bantals & the cadars ! :D

we reached there, we started grabbing them

i grab for myself, boxers, eyeliner, perfume and facial foam :D

hahaha. i saw this fila shoe but mommy promised to buy for me everlast sneakers :

after queuing up in the long line to pay, we decided to go to bedok corner and eat there

i ordered mee soto and green apple ice blend

seriously, after eating all those food we ordered

my perot MAHA BUNCIT OI ! xD

shahida was really disgusted and she kept on teasing me

taik btol ! haha :

ok. we then headed home and i was bored at home

so, i did some karoake ing all by myself :

den, i rot infront of my computer !

im chatting with Boyfriend.

maybe, i will be meeting him up tomorrow with the friends at town :

tomorrow , i have amaths class early in the morning :/

The whispers in the morning

Of lovers sleeping tight

Are rolling like thunder

I look in your eyes

I hold on to your body

And feel each move you make

Your voice is warm and tender

A love that I could not forsake

cause I am your lady

And you are my

you reach for meIll do all that I can

Lost is how

Im feeling lying in your

the world outsides too

Much to

all ends when Im with

though there may be

seems Im far

Never wonder where I am

cause I am always by your side

We're heading for something

Somewhere Ive never been

Sometimes I am frightened

But Im ready to

the power of love

the sound of your heart made it clear

Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on

Is light years away

10:50:00 PM;

Saturday, September 01, 2007

hello !
ok. i went out today at two with Honey Shahida :D
dengan beg dipenuhi books, we head to esplanade library !
hahaha. semangat oi ~
we complete our amaths ex 8A
and it was like only 4 questions ! xD
hahaha. due to boredom, we went to rooftop
and start camwhoring ! :D
& we made new friends there !
one was falisha and the another one we call her Twig :D
falisha knew me through friendster but i didnt. hahaha.
they are friendly and they hangout with us throughout the day :D
at 5, i met boyfriend and the friends at peninsular.
shahida was so excited to meet danial. hahaha ! xD
danial bought his super tight nice jeans and we headed to riverside.
we sat down there.
shahida and i were walking to and fro to the toilet ! hahaha.
sitting down by the riverside at night, was cooling ok. haha :D
then, i was complaining that i want to eat.
so, we head down to marina square to LJS :D
after all the eating, we went to Topshop. Danial wanted to find tops.
at last, he bought them at Giordano :D
then, we head to peninsular again, and danial bought his cardigan.
then, we said our goodbyes and headed home :D
ok. i had fun today cause i miss boyfriend like fuck and i get to meet him today.
i want our pictures ok honey ! :D
i want go dating to the zoo next week. i dont care ;D
I LIKE TO SQUEEZE BF'S PANTAT =P

11:44:00 PM;