hello.
im updating upon dinah's request! :D
i havent touch on my homeworks yet!
amaths, maths, malay, social studies!
oh, sungguh banyak! dinah helppppp! xD
today's pe was fun oi!
i played badminton. and Mr. Bala and Mr. Sahil
really good la seh. gahhhhh :/
then, sadrina had an accident!
the frisbee hit her nose and it bleed.
seeing the blood makes me really ngilu. hah.
hmt's surat and dialog test senang banget (:
as usual, i ate fries with andika and farid.
the aunt's brownie really sedap. next time i buy (:
tomorrow is banner making competition!
& yesterday, i watched disturbia cetak rompak.
but it was clear though. and the movie is uberly good (:
Shia's hot and i like the kissing scenes! haha.
Ok, shika gatal ;D
okay, dinah! im done here! IMY.

9:06:00 PM;

hello :D
oh, its been raining nowadays.
i need my jacket ! :s
i ate icekacang today.
i have been craving for it since monday (:
yes, went back home with Andika.
he's the lamest human being on earth
i had ever know. gagaga (:
yes, the hmt mock paper was okay.
karangan will be next week (:
tomorrow there will be ncc training.
i miss you too ammar and yes,
im looking forward for saturday.
THE SIMPSONS :D
i want to buy red skinny jeans laaa :/

at first, i thought i would not
play the game of love anymore.
cause i thought i had given up on it
as i kept on losing.
but, when i met you for the first time,
i was attracted to both of your small eyes.
i liked your sincere smile.
i liked your weird nice hair.
i liked the way you walk.
i liked that fake laugh of yours.
i started to roll the dice,
and fell for you like hell.
i fell for your hug,
i fell for the way you held onto my hands,
i fell for all those sweet acts,
i fell for your kisses.
i could not find any reason at all
for me to hate you.
then, there's the word love.
i would miss you like fuck even for a day.
i would not keep still until you ring me up.
to be able to hear your voice,
it would be the most happiest moment of the day.
you came into my life,
and i dont wish for you to go.
i could not imagine what would i become
without you in my life anymore.
now, i dont need a place to hide anymore,
cause i know i've got your back.
i love you Ammar <3

10:43:00 PM;

hello.

okay. finally, im UPDATING (:

yups, school stuffs etc have been keeping me busy.

today, was salad making competition! (:

my cooking partner, majidah!

shasha came and watch us. (:

Mr ammar called me in the middle of the night,

i was uber uber happy when he say

he want come and watch me buat the salad.

from tampines all the way to cck. gah!

you sweet guy :D

unfortunately, he was late!

but, i did had fun making the salad.

we had only 45minutes to complete.

so after which, i went to pick ammar and danial.

his hair is short now from the back. haha!

you still look hot and cute laa seh (;

then, came the results. we did not won.

but, we tried (: certificates pon jd laa.

after the whole thing ended, we went to meet dinah.

we then walked around lot 1.

ammar and i bought the sweets (:

we then had our lunch at LJS.

we then head home after that.

saya dpt kiss today. wee! :D



yesterday, i went to arab street with mommy.

we had our lunch at banquet first.

we bought two sets of kains each.

as usual, i decide the colour code for hari raya this year.

i decided red! but then, we decided we should go blue also!

haha. i bought myself a red beg too (:

and i saw dinah. pelokkkkkkkk her!



on friday was my physics class test.

i did not complete it cause it was fcuking hard.

i will forever fail physics (:

next week is chemistry spa test. gahhh.

i have yet to complete my homeworks.

hopefully, i finish doing them later (:



to think back, i dont really know

what had actually happened.

i cant even put them in words

and settle the problem once and for all.

honestly, im really dissappointed on

how things turned out to be between us.

how i wish that all of that turned out

the other way round.

i would really respect you as a person,

if you have the courage and face to tell us

that you were not happy with us.

i would be really glad if you tell us,

that we had hurt you in someway or another.

im sure we would take the matter to our hearts,

and apologise to you.

cause, i really treasure our friendship and also,

i love you girlfriend.

but, it seems that you had decided to run away from it.

you made us be the villains who had ruined

your life and break your heart deep.

are we so bad infront of your eyes.

i myself dont know what i had done wrong.

how i wish you would point out to me

and that i would be careful the next time round

and not hurt you again.

if you think that we had neglected you,

you are seriously wrong.

but if you still think that way, then be it.

i cant do anything about it.

you were the one who let urself be neglected.

i actually have the slightest thought

to solve the problem between us,

but you were the one who do not give a damn

about it at all.

you were the one who turned your back on us

and confide to others about our problem.

am i right? if im wrong, then correct me pls.

we always go to school together

no matter if you are late or not.

but now, you seem to be giving excuses

not wanting to go to school with us.

if that's the case, i would not want to be so stupid

anymore and have the cheek to ask you

if you want to go to school with us or not.

at school, i always hope that you would come to us

and confront us about our problem.

but you did not. you seem to be at least comfortable

with how things are going on right now.

i know besides us, you still have other special ones

to talk to and spend time with.

i dont mind at all. it seems that you still can live without us.

if you think that they are way better than us,

if you think that they will be by ur side always,

if you think that they love you and care for you,

if you think that they will pick you up when you fall,

then be it. you can put them as your first priorities

if you really want to.

im already the fourth position in your top listed friends.

by reading your sarcastic remark recently,

it hit me hard.

hotfriends? what shit are you talking about.

if you are really my bestfriend,

please show some respect to my friends

who i am mixing around with and whom

i treasure and love alot.

i can decide for my ownself who i want

to be with and who i dont wish to be with at all.

they have nothing to do with us.

so pls, i would really be glad

if you dont drag them into this.

i dont really get it. how you would ever think like that.

do you realise that you were the one

who had caused this spark between us?

now, you had really made me feel that,

all this while you really dont treasure our friendship.

infact, i dont think you had love us.

if im wrong and you dont want our friendship

going down the drain,

talk to us and settle this problem.

if you wish to continue to be this way,

then dont give a damn about us anymore.

we will have a clean break then.

BESTFRIEND means: someone who really knows the meaning of friendship and no matter what happens, he/she would protect it and hold on tightly to it and would never let it go.



BESTFRIEND has a meaning behind it ,

for goodness sake!

4:55:00 PM;

hello :D
today i never go for ncc parade.
im tired. sorry girlfriend.
oh, yesterday was so damn fun and tiring as well.
i walked around with shasha at ps
while waiting for the boys.
we wanted to look for shawl. but none :/
we met them at kfc.
oh, Mr Ammar hand over the duck.
so cute laa seh. i like the lips.
thanks yawwww. ily (:
i bought him chocholate in return.
we then head to foodcourt and had our lunch.
we then hang around outside ps.
we then slacked at istana park.
and thats when i realised reena was there.
alermak. gagaga (:
she totally looked different sia. she hot laa seh.
we then bought our drinks at seven eleven.
at about 7.30, we headed to esplanade.
we managed to see the fireworks (:
banyak besar hor.
seeing them run towards it, was really funny.
jakuns laa seh :D
wee. i had my choc chip icecream (:
we saw red primary school kids.
i guessed they managed to see the national day's preview.
their hats so cute laa seh (:
i saw fatin. hot kamu yah.
we then wanted to go marina square.
we took a long time to reach there due to roadblocks.
pathetic kan. our legs were already aching.
we rested at citylink.
& satu-satu mula pulang ke rumah (:
i had the most fun ever with them.
and not forgetting, spending time with Mr Ammar.
you rock boy.

im happy for you & dan :D

9:04:00 AM;

hello.
its been like centuries since i last updated.
the thing is, there's nothing fun happen at school
to talk about here (:
anyway, i had my olevel exam oral just now.
it was bakat/kebolehan.
i did my best and i just hope for the best.
if i pass, im more than happy ;D
yes, am meeting Mr Ammar tomorrow.
btw, its earth day tomorrow.
he will be wearing the green lacoste top i bought for him.
i can wait to pick up my duck! (:
oh yes, enjoy the son Bersama Bintang.

7:42:00 PM;

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