hello :D
love my new skin.
is just suits me. cos im so super duper happy
with my life aight now. seriously,
im enjoying every minute of it till i can go
OVERBOARD :)
alrights. yesterday i had NCC.
we played water games.
i was the leader for green group.
and yes, we did had a losing game the first round,
but the second round, there wasnt any,
we managed to get the red flag
cos i managed to get the damn flag! haha.
i was so fed up with this one guy cos he tore my newspaper clothe
while i was taking out the red flag.
but it was useless of him to did that,
i still have the red flag x)
most importantly, i had fun with my group. we did right?
i ended my dad yesterday with tears. yups.
like is been long since i last cry.
it was like almost 2 mnths ago that i last cried. gosh.
so, woke up today, and cried too.
pathetic seh. is like, i just hate it when i cry.
my head will making rounds and rounds yaw know.
so it kinda suck to cry.
but, i managed to remain calm and composed
and continued my day at school.
at the half of the day, i was shipwrecked again.
i did not cry badly during CME lesson.
miss sasi was not in class. there was just tears in my eyes.
but when deena and shasha started to ask me why,
i just could not stop crying.
we three went into the toilet.
seriously, there were the ones who heard i shout
and cried at the same time about what i was really feeling that point of time.
today i come to realised four things.
one, that no matter in what situation i am in,
whether good or bad, shasha and deena never fail to be there for me.
there are going to be the two persons im gonna treasure most.
i have known shasha for 8+ years oready. yups.
is been a LONG LONG 8 straight years we stuck on together,
going through ups and downs in life.
but still, our friendship are still standing strong.
as for deena, i met her when i was sec 1 till like now,
so that would be 2 to almost 3 years knowing her.
and although the time period is shorter than shasha's,
i cant expected that she would be my best gf that i could count on.
second thing i learnt was, friendship has no boundaries for
both parties just needs to enjoy the best parts of friendships,
and there will be no feeling of hurt and hatred for each other.
for relationships, both parties have to be much more responsible
to not hurt one another and be more careful in whatever we doing.
this is what my gfs said to me when i was crying.
and it did get that straight into my tiny winny head.
and i realised that this is what i have to do with him. yes and i will.
and who knows, friendships are formed for a reason, duncha think so?
and when good great friendships last long, that is when,
we become smarter and making the right decision to take a big step
in the both of the party's life.
the third thing i learnt is that, whatever happens is life happens for a reason.
ader hikmah di sebalik semuer yang berlaku. and the reason may come
and we will see it one day, and feel really good about it.
the fourth, i learned to be strong in no matter what im going through
for i know that, moving strong, im making a very smart move
for my very own good :D
im having a wonderful life, and a super duper happy life
with girlfriends, guyfriends, classmates, studies, families and also him,
considering him as my bestfriend has really bring me so much happiness into my life.
THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU :)
*i want to go to thailand badly. miss lim select me will you? hoho*
