sometimes when i dont get to see your face,
i imagine your face in my mind.
and when i dont get to see your smile,
i tend to remember the happy moments we had
to just bring a smile to my face.
sometimes when i see you but you dont walked me home,
i just feel down and be very quiet and in no mood to talk.
when u decided to walk me home,
i just feel appreciated and glad and feel as though
i was on top of the world.
sometimes when you talked about your past,
i was always there to listen what you have to say,
and you will too hear what i have to say.
the funny part is, i felt nothing at that point of time.
but mayby, there is still little hurt.
and whenever i am alone, deep down,
i will just broke inside.
i am not sure whether i ought to have those feelings or not.
cos i did not want to be hurt and becoming an unhappy person,
for having those kind of real feelings inside me.
i need to be assured cos i want to continue to be a happy girl next door.
but sometimes, a part of me said that
we do not get what we always wanted.
another part of me said was for me to just go on having those feelings,
and just believe in myself for mayby
is worthwhile for me waiting.
cos i just have the feeling that you can complete me
and you can be my everything to me.
im just scared that my past will return to me slowly,
cos it is happening right now.
and i dunno if im liking it or not.
but what i know is, i dont want my past to haunt me down
cos i was already happy to let it go once and for all.
i wont want to make a decision whereby i have to let go of
what i think will be my future.
i just want to be assured.
i need to know your truth.
i would rather be hurt now than later.
can you be my future that i want?
or i am just your bestfriend?
when will you answer this questions?
