hello((:
the second post of the day.
gotten 73/100 fer maths. hehe.
malay i did well fer it. but still, i wished i could have done
a lil betta fer my karangan nd paper. hehe.
my science i was really not satisfied with it.
i got 55/100. damn it. i just hate this subject.
will never like it. hehe.
Heidhar win me by one mark.
hey friend, im still CLEVER-ER than you. hahaks! -_-"
girlfriend,
read ur blog. i just understood what you had written there.
i gave you an advice in school just now.
why? because after reading ur blog, i cared fer you.
you should not be treated that way.
i asked you what happen. nd u told me just now.
nd i was not surprised wen you told me that the nextday(sat),
you were back in good terms with him.
i was not surprised. why?
because i knew, you would apologised to him nd say sorry to him.
you gave in to him. you always did.
that is why, you are also not able to move on with ur life.
you are not strong enough to do that.
i understand that u are deeply,truely,madly in love with this guy.
but like i say, that doesnt mean you have to be with him.
i was angry when i read ur blog about him.
i would never want him to hurt u. you should not deserve it.
to be honest, i nver once see you so happy.
you were so happy when you were with him before breaking up.
but after breaking up, is just so different already girlfriend.
if he is a good boyfriend nd a good bestfriend,
why he did not respect you, your friends?
we gave you advice, but you were not happy.
nd you confide in him about what had happened.
about what we advice to you. he was angry.
you were angry too about me nd our girlfriends in class too.
it is not that we dont like him, is not that we think negative of him.
we just CARE for you.
afta what he did to you, how do you expect me to see him as the perfect
nd the right one fer you.i dunno if i can trust him nd trust that he had changed.
if i cant, how can you?
i gave you my support before fer him to be with you again.you remember?
but i was wrong. he did that again to you.
he hurt you nd i felt hurt too just like you.
i dont know if he does that again to you again. you dont know too.
but are you willing to take the risk again?
will he take you fer granted again?
i dunno. only the answer lies in him.
love give us happiness nd not hurt always. nd i see you getting hurt.
that is why i care for you. what if you feel hurt more in the future?
its useless if you were to regret by then.
are you strong enough to take it on ur own?
all i can say is, i would not take the risk. i just feel that,
he's not the one for you. i won't take the risk if i were you.
i know you love him. but if i were you, i would not want to be with him,
eventough i have strong feelings fer him.
i kne you would think it is said than done,
because im not in your shoes right now.
but, this is the right move. is the best fer me.
i will make a decision, a mindset, that i had to move on.
let bygones be bygones. wads done is done.
it has happened before, twice, i would not want it to happen again in the future.
its the best for me. i just want to enjoy life to the fullest.
we can only be friends nd we cant be together anymore.
"i love him but we can't be together."
this is what i will do if i were you.
but whatever it is girlfriend, takecare of yourself.
you know what is best for you.
i will always be behind ur back.
love you girlfriend.
till here.
